- Raeanna Marie, words cannot describe how much i miss you. Not a day goes by that your not on my mind! Things are really tough in the real life, and at times i break down and lose it, thats when i need you the most. i wish you could see how beautiful your niece is, reminds me so much of you! but now that i have had a baby, ive lost everyone. No one, i mean no one even talks to me anymore. but Memories is the only thing i can look back on and smile of you, just wish it was you i could hug and make more with. God took you for some reason, and i wish i knew what that reason was. but i dont, and i know it had to be for a good one. Sometimes i wonder were youd be in life today, how far youd be and how much success you created. its still hard to accept the fact that your gone and not in my life anymore. i just wannna break down and cry while writing this because i know you cant read it. but i try to make my self think you can. i would give anything in this world to see you one last time, to hug your neck, to kiss your forehead, to tell you how much i love you and how life isnt the same without you anymore. i hold in so much hurt and anger before i let it all out, because your not here for me to talk to, to get it off my chest. No one can make me feel the way you did sissy. And no one understands how lucky they got it made to have their sister in their lives. Because losing you made me lose everything. My bestfriend, my left hand, my back bone, most important of all, my Sister. God, i miss you so bad Rae. im going crazy inside and it seems as if no one even cares. i never hear anyone talk about you anymore, its like theyve forgotten about you. but i know i havent, and i wont. Youll be remembered in my heart til the day they lay me to rest!! i know im writing a book, but i have to express it some how. even tho no words can express how much losing you has crushed me! every day i wake up thinking your around, but then life hits me. and thats when i know ive lost the biggest part of my life. but imma stop writing before i bust into tears, i love you sissy. more than words can say! Rest Easy Beautiful! Love your baby sister.
Posted on: Sat, 10 Jan 2015 20:23:54 +0000
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