#119 "Male 24 This Confession for oll boyz itz really ek ladki jo mere ghar k pass rhti h jaisi m bchpn se pyr krta tha oske or mere baare m hai m ose bchn se pyr krta tha syd ose time se jis time hme ye pta b nhi hota ye pyr hai ya kya.. apx when i was in 7 - 8 class or wo mere se schl m he thi . mai osse 2 class upr tha ... thtz mean jb wo 5-6 mai thi humesa osse baat krna saath khelna accha lgta tha . jb tk ose din b ek baar dhk or baat na kr lo asi feeling aati thi aaj kch miss kiya or neend b nhi aati thi.. jaise jaise hum bdde hue . hum hmesa saath m he khelte the .. socha jb ose smz aa jaaegi tb ose prps kroga but sach tho ye tha ki mere m itni himt he nhi thi....... ase time beeta gya or wo or kisi ldke ko like krne lagi or ye baat b mere ko osi ldke se pta cheli wo humare psods m neya aaya tha he is road chap romeo kind of prsn... jb osne mere ko 1st ye baat btayi tho maine belive nhi ki or socha salla fak rha h tho ha ha accha schi krta rha .. but osne muje oska 1st lettr dekhaya tho mere paro m se jmin nikl gyi ... or mera dil tut gya .... or kch dino baat ose ye pta chel gya ki ye baat mere ko pta h... mere ko yaad wo din b jb ghro m mtnl k phone he hua krte the or oske ghr pe mera kaafi aana jaana b tha ... or jb oske ghr pe koi call aati thi kaise wo pglo ki trh call attnd krne cheli jaati thi pr jb wo call pe hota tha tho kaise phone pe chipk jaati yaaarroo aap soch skte ho kaisa lgta hoga mere ko ... saali meri tho buri trh se jal jaati thi... ose ase time beeta gya or onn dono ki cheli thi apx 6 month or whi kiya maine b jaise bdde bujrgo ne kha h evry thing iz far love nd war... tho maine indrt way mai oske bhai k pass ye baat phucha di or oski baat phir b kch din cheli or ye mere ko kch dino baad pta cheli mere ko tho lgta tha ki mai he brkup ka resizn ho but aesa nhi tha .... jb oske bhai ko ye baat pta cheli meri he wjh se maine aapne ek frd ko kha tu bta diyo tho osne ye bta di ose ... But ye mere liye neqtiv rha ose lga ye baat maine boli h tho wo mere se nfrt krne lgi or mere se baat krna band kr diya. tho iss wjh se maine b oske ghr janna kb kr diya ... or ase hr kch din beeet or maine khi pdda tha ya kisi movie m sunna ths ki kisi ldki ko ptane k liye sbse phle oski bst frd se dost kr lo ye frmula 90 % wrk krta hai tho phir kya tha M start . or mere ko pta chela oski B.frd mere frd ko like krti h tho mere liye oske baat krna esy ho gya . or maine ose bhn bnna liya or bolo tu meri help kr or m teri krta ho or maine oski koi help nhi ko kyu ki mere frd ko wo psnd he nhi thi . jb oski frd ne ose kha ki tu raaz ( me ) frdship krle tho oska rpy tha ki mai oski kutte se kr lugi but raaz se nhi phir kya tha maine b ksm kha li iss tho pttna he h ab chaahe jo ho jaaye ... humri schul 8th tk he thi so mere ko wo schul chodna pda m 9th m kisi or shul m chela gya .. or jb m kbi oske ghr galti se chela jaanta tho wo bhai bol k irritat or mound krb kr deti tho maine socha ki kb mera kch nhi hoge wala tho maine oske ghr pe jsana pr ose pattne ka kwab chd diya ... BUT ek din tho kml he ho gya jb oski os best frd ne bola ki wo tere se frdship krna chahti h . meri tho haa he thi phir kya tha hume ek frdship day k din band shr kiye or humri baate strt ho gye hum din m ek din m 2 3 hours phone pe baat krne lge .. but ye bol k bol k dimg krb kr diti ki raaz hum sirf frdz hai or kch nhi . tho maine baat krna km kr di or b osne b band kr di humne 8 9 as a frd baat ki . or phir phle ki thrh ose bura lga or wo phir se merr se nfrt krne lagi... or 1 saal baad maine ek frd k thro ose frdship ka prpsl diya she said yes or iss baar hum jst frd nhi into the relstn mai the . hum dono bht kush the or hmesa ek dusre he baat krne k liye time niklne k liye sochte rhte the ye ek aesa time tha hum kbi kbi tho cntino 8 10 hours b baat krte the iss time mere pass mobile tha or wo aapne papa ka phone use krti thi wo ni8 m fm k bhane roz phone le aati thi apne room m. hum baate tho bht krte the but hum milte hum kam the iska ye recizn tha m jb b ose bolta tho oska rpy hota tere kp pta hai m ghr se bhr dur khi ja nhi skti or wo school se bunk b nhi krti bolti thi mere ko darr lgta hai koi dhk le na bhai ya papa . tho m ok bol k bolta koi nhi bta dena jb milna ho . or time nikl gya or hum inn do teen sallo m do teen bar he mile but roz baat jurr krte phir collage jaane lg gyi tho mere ko lga ab tho mere roz mila he krge or isi wjh se maine aapna profslnly course ka insitt b oske collage k raaste mai pdne wale m admisn liya . string k oske collage dayz mai hum 1 2 months m he kiye baar mile mere ko accha lga ... der se he shi but ab sb shi chel rha h But aesa tho possible he nhi na ki stry m ye BUT na aaye phir se oske drme strt ho gye aaj impnt class h papa collage chdne ja rhe h papa ka office collage k pass h khi wo collage na poch jaaeye ect ect or ase krte krte 1st ovr 2nd ovr 3rd over mai syd oske collage time m b 10 12 baar he mila hoga oske cllge time m he maine office join kr liya or pure year sirf 10 12 he off liye sirf yhi soch k ki osne iss off k baad milne ko bol diya tho office se off nhi milega .. jb wo 2nd year m thi tho jb hum baat krte the wo ek ladke ki kaafi baate krti thi ki wo mera accha frd h . maine tb b kha ki tu like krti h kya ose wo boli yr hum just frd h. mai tho sirf tere ko he like or luv krti ho or tere alwa kbi koi nhi hoga... ect ect or ye baat sunn k m bolta h i know i trust u.. but phir v kbi koi psnd aaye tho bta diyo m bura nhi maanuga or aapne aap raste he hat jaauga ase life cheli rhi . mere kch frdz ne ose movie hall pe dono k saath m dekha... but wo khte hai na luv is blind... m ignr maar deta unne kyuki wo alry mere ko bta chukki thi ... or i trst him alot yhi baar tho aesa b hua oske collage m ek ldka tha jo mera frd tha ose ye maine kbi nhi btaya osne b mere ko bol ki bhai oska pkka seen chel rha h... kyi baar tho wo oske 7 hoti or mere ko bolti class m ho chat u ltr phir b m ignr maar deta koi nhi frdz k saath he tho h dhg se msg nhi kr paayegi kya fyda kya galt kiya osne issmai.. ase collage b ktm ho gye ab wo ghr pe thi tho iss hmne phone or msg m kaafi baate ki milne ki bolta tho oske pass ek bhna tha he ki ghr se khi jaati nhi kese milo dil tho mera b bht krta h nd oll m phir se Cu... ban jaata phir last year osne office join kiya m khush ab tho milegi kb se kam or mili b ek month m 1 2 baar aap sb ye pad k hash rhe hoge 1 2 ek month m kya mttr krta h but frdz jo kyi baar 1 saal m 1 2 baar mila ho oske liye ye mttr krta h... aftr 2nd meeting m khi chela gya kch dino k liye dilli se bhr gumne k liye .. tho ohne dino m oska ek msg b nhi aaya mere ko lga syd distrb nhi krna chahti wps aaya or osse m dhk b gya phir b koi msg nhi . tho haar k maine he msg kr diya ...tho oska rpy kb aaye ? kaisa rha ? nd whi frmly wale or phir 1 week koi msg nhi. mere ko kch ajeeb lg rha tha maine socha yr kbi aesa tho nhi hua lst 5 6 saal m ek msg tho roz ka oska aa he jaata tha so maine dil pe pttr rhk k osse bola wnna brkup she said yes i m shock ye kya m maine kha kyu he said tune he kha tha ki hum dono m se koi b kbi brkup k liye bolega tho qun nhi krega . so maine Ok bol he diya... phir ase kaise rha jaata tho ek do din baad m ose msg krta or indrt or emosl way se qun krta so osne kha m tere bina nhi rhe skti or hmra koi future nhi h hum shaadi tho kr he nhi skte ( fmily prblms ) or ye relsnship brk nhi kiya tho future m dono ko bht prblm hogi so again mere pass koi rpy nhi tha or ok bol or kha shi bol rhi h.... or ase hum as a jst dono kbi kbi baat krne lge... or m humesa ose as a lover treat krra tho ek din pta nhi ose kya hua mere ko msg aaya srry maine kha kyu tho oska rpy ase he aesa kiye baar hua ek month m teen char baar m jb b pochta kyu tho hmesa ek he rpy jst yu he... but ek din osne mere ko bta he diya maine kisi or ko boy frd bnna liya plz dnt ask ye kaise hua mere ko b nhi pta nd oll .phir kya tha mera tho dimg he gum gya ye kya ho gya @%&!&% but m b kya krta koi optn he nhi bccha mere pass tho maine ose kha koi nhi tu khush rhe oske saath koi nhi yr ho jatta h ... atlist tune mere ko btaya tho shi tum honst tho nikle .. nhi btate tho mere ko tho kbi kch pta he nhi chelta or phir aap na khush na khush or wo neya hero b ... ye tho hum tino k liye he glt rhta .... ye maine bol tho diya but now i feel wo mere ko chod deti or nxt hero k baare m na btaati tho jdda shi tha ... saaali jalti tho nhi..... hum ab b baat krte hai....as a frd... maine kya shi kiya or kya galt kiya plz tell me Note . dnt trust to much in luv mera 7 8 saal ya pyr 7 8 din b he furrrrr ho gya admin - maine to pada hi nhi :P
Posted on: Fri, 28 Jun 2013 12:38:25 +0000
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