3537 #female Hi i am big fan of BC18+ page. This page helps me to overcome from my sadness. u ppl might a have come across love, comedy confession etc. This is about my fate. I don’t want to dump everything in my heart. I will feel better if I share this to you guys. Its about my failed love and marriage. Ours is love marriage. as like every indian love story we too faced many struggle and atlast got married. now i am havg a kid. life was awesome & everything went smooth until that girl enters in my life. he was not as like before, who used to share everything. later i noticed some weird behavior but i just ignord that. one day my friend called and said that she saw my husband with a girl. but still after that i trustd him and dint question him about that. thought that he might have met occasionally. later i come to know about this again from different people. and i start to monitor him where he used to txt and call in my absence. In weekend also he is not spending time with us. with some reasons he is going out and meeting that girl. recently i come across his msgs where he shared about our personal to that girl and asked for a suggestion. i was dead after seeing those msgs. and also i hve seen them going out together. i was shockd aftr seeing their closeness in public. it was so cheap. as a wife i couldnt tolerate this. You people might think that I might have mistaken.. even I was too hope for that. if they are friends what is the necessary in hiding the relation. will he react the same if I do it or will that girl has a dare to behave same in existence of her husband. if friendship is pure it should not behind the screen. do you ppl know how it hurts when some other girl call your husband in beloved words, giving suggestion about your personal and going out with some nonsense reason? then why the hell I m there. I m not dead still I am there to take care of him. In the name of something she is entering and ditching our beautiful world and making it hell. Even if I speak about this to him he will not accept or even will not be ready to speak about that. He is ready to save his XXX relation but not his own wife. I lost my happiness, trust, love on him. now only the tears is left for me. I lost my heavenly world. i don’t want to be with him anymore with this untrusted relationship. every second is hell to me. he is no more a good husband or father. he havent think about our kid too else he might not have done this to us. It is unnecessary in holding a relationship in one end. it has be to mutual. but now as a mother I m much scared in taking a decision. lots of questions arise in my mind. how my child going to take if i m moving away from him. will it make her to lose hope on mens and impact her life. but still I m having hope that i can bring my kid with best values. please pray for me and my kid to have a good future atleast. Thanks for being patience guys. Funny comments also welcome.. I m longing for a smile atleat for a moment:) #losttrust
Posted on: Sun, 21 Sep 2014 15:16:51 +0000