A lot of people that I used to associate with say that I am shady or that Ive changed somehow. & honestly, theyre right! When you have kids to take care of & a house to manage, most people, become more responsible & less available. Sometimes my responsibilities get in the way of my social life, I can not & will not apologize for that. The way I see it, Im putting my priorities where they need to be! Focusing less on what I want to do & more on what I need to do! But really, its not just about that. Most people that I socialized with as a teen, have not changed at all. (not a good thing) I cant help it if those people choose to live there lives as if they are still teenagers. They are stuck in the same life styles as I left them behind in or have gotten even worse. I cant live that life anymore. Thats not MY life anymore! & I wouldnt want to go back even if I could. I love my life right now. For the first time, in a long time, I feel secure, I feel like Im living my life the way God intended for me to. No, I am not perfect, I have made plenty of mistakes & Im sure that I will make plenty more, but a part of growing up is learning from those mistakes & NOT making them over & over again! So yes I have changed, Ive changed for the better! I grew up!! ***rant over***
Posted on: Thu, 18 Sep 2014 18:15:02 +0000
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