* Because I Love Him * (True Love Of A Girl ) What the hell you want from your life siya... Look at me.. I am talking to you... You are getting elder day by day and if you dont stop refusing all the marriage proposals, one day there will be no one to match with you. Today you have to tell me whats your problem now even people start poking their nose... I dont want to get married with anyone, mom why dont you people just leave me alone. I am telling you na I am not ready yet then why you always keep pinching me again and again... I replied in utmost frustration and burst into tears and this became daily routine of mine. * Flashback * My phone buzzed at 1:30 am and I didnt need to look at the screen even whos calling.. Even after we broke up he still called not to ask about my where abouts but only because he realize his love for me in drinking state. I kept staring at the screen for sometime but couldnt stop myself from avoiding that call. Helo... I spoke in whisper Siya... Hey sorry for calling at this time, but I just felt like I am missing you very much so just called you.. He is the person for whom I can wait my whole life, he is the guy for whom my heart couldnt allowing me for marrying someone else I know he loves me too but... He couldnt give me any commitment.. Why the hell this happened.. why do we always fall for that person who cant be ours. I love him and and couldnt imagine my life without him. I want to say I miss you too.. I always waits for his call... but the way he always say sorry for calling I just reply the reverse of what I wanted to say.. now it doesnt matter Ansh you missing me or not.. because only you said we are not together.. Ohh come on Siya be practical you knew what was the reason.. Why should we stretched out this relationship if there is no future.. And even when there is no caste issue I cant marry with anyone before I achieve my goals. Righntow I want to concentrate on my career only.. His words affected me so much and I was badly hurted. If you are so practical why did you called me... Why are you wasting your precious time on me... Ok fine and again sorry for calling. I was waiting for him since last four years.. even when we broke up my heart is still loyal to him.. I know I am wrong I should move on and even I want too... But all my efforts went in vain... And one fine day again he sent me a message.. Our conversation which was full of love and lots of dreams now become so formal.. Arguments took place of hugs and kisses.. The guy who used to say I love you in every minute was trying to convince me to move on and forget him.. Ok Siya tell me tell me the reason why you dont want to get marry.. Go and live your life..why you are spoiling it because of me. You know I cant do that.. I know Ansh and even I am not expecting anything from you, I know you love me and its more than enough to me.. But when you love someone there is a hope which always give you that strength.. If you want me to move on then go and find someone with whom you can live your whole life.. I wont marry before you get marry with someone.. I know I am not practical but I know my heart wont agree till it lost all its hope.. And dont worry about me.. I wont kill myself.. Even I can marry with anyone right now... But please dont let me stop from loving you.. I know there are many people and there are many mouth.. They will surely make fun of me.. But if anyone come in front of me and ask me about any reason for which I am living my life alone.. I wont hesitate Ansh.. I can speak in front of whole universe.. That I am alone Because I want to live my life in this way.. Because my heart only beats for someone.. Because no one can replace that place I have for that person... Because I live for him.. Because I love him... ----------------- kabhi Pyaar itna na kijiye.. ki kadam zindgi ke bahkane lage, Jo samjh na paye waqt ki karwat ko... Logunhe pagal samjhne lage. :( AaDii :(
Posted on: Tue, 30 Sep 2014 03:58:29 +0000
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