Been up since 3am couldnt find sleep. These nightmares when they come are no joke. I hate the day I had to take someones life but it was my job. No matter how much money or how many counselors the Army offers your Sanity is one thing that cant be replaced. Some of the things Ive seen overseas haunt my mind. Thats why I cant seem to see how we take a life on American soil so easy. The first time I had to pull the trigger at combat I almost got killed because I froze and was in a daze. But at war its either you or them. I want all my young soldiers to know its not a game and I pray you guys never have to experience what I went through! When you get on the plane home from Afghanistan and a lot of your friends are missing reality sets in that theyve died at war and there family will never see them again. Its a tough pill to swallow. Death and War can break any man down. Sometimes I just wanna erase my memories. To all those that have someone at war or lost someone at war I raise my hand and salute you this morning. Sometimes I feel Im damaged goods. I still smell blood in my sleep. If I hear a noise Im ready to turn up. Sometimes I wish I could just be normal again! Tired of fighting with it.I just wanna be Happy for Holidays that why I preach Love! All I see is drama. Imagine jumping from a plane and having to take lives. Sometimes Im surprised I still have the little mind I do have. But its getting hectic. Im tired.
Posted on: Wed, 24 Dec 2014 14:06:20 +0000
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