Chapter 9 I got home ke but my mother was not there ndafika ndefolokohlo kwisitulo esingasemnyango thinking ukuba how I was going to ask my mother about lento ndiyivileyo ndijonge phantsi for a while I was crying too,i could feel that eligazi alikayeki tu lisaphuma nangoku I stood up then I went to the bucket I pored water ekomini then I entered the room I took of my pants off ndahlamba.Hayi shame I dont wanna lie ndandingayazi tu eligezi ukuba lothi zeliyeke ndithini I kept on soaking my panties qha mna ndingakhathali tu kuba I didnt feel any pain for that matter.Ndi soak(er)ipeinty yam ke as usual ndafaka under the bad then I went to the kitchen ndiyozenzela I coffee,i switched on the prima stove ndagalela amanzi in da pot then ndayibeka e stovin,after some time amanzi aye abila then I opened the cupboard to check if there was any sugar in the sugar basin,ndayifumana then I took a cup ndagalela amanzi then ndafaka I teabag ndagalela 3 spoons of sugar ndahlala phantsi ndaphunga.I was still coughing ke,I sat there for while still thinking I couldnt take what Mandla told me off my mind tu bethunana ndasuka ndabila isaqhuphe sento. I was really confused ke about this whole thing kuba there was 1 thing that I dont understand about umama,ngala mini umakazi wayendibetha I knew she felt something for me,if she didnt she could have left me there and die.Hayi maan mhlawumbi uyaphazama lomntwana I dont think what he had was true there must be some kind of a mistake somewhere,ndikhawuleze ndazinqanda kuba I knew its true yonke lento kuba she said so to me once so how can ndinga believe lento mxm I quickly went to the room and I left the cup phantsi apho because I was annoyed of that house nyani.Ndifike ndalala cum zange ndibe ndicinga tu shame because ubuthongo bona babundiphethe one,kaloku zange ndibuthi chew tu the previous night at all,ngenxa yogodola. Ndive ngomama sehlutha ingubo,yhuuu zange ndimve tuu nokufika kwakhe yazi. Mama:Zim yintoni leshe shows me the bucket Me:Eyiphi?I wiped my eyes I act as if andiyazi tu lento phof ke it was written all over my face ukuba ndiyaxoka Her:Aibo is this not your panty kanti?she looked at me surprised Me:Ohhh yeyamI nodded yhooo ndandisoyika kanjani kuba kaloku funeka ndithethe inyani ngoku qha ayikho enye indlela and uzondibethela lento yothula ixesha elide kangaka Her:How can you not tell me into enkulu kangakashe was very loud kengoku Me:I was going to tell you mama qha bendisoyikaI could feel that inyembezi ziyeza qha I quickly hold it because yeyona nto izondibethisa leyo. Her:Xa kutheni ubufuna ndide ndiziboneleshe was very angry kengoku and I was confuse ukuba aibo lomfazi uthetha as if she knows already ngendlela le anomsindo ngayo I didnt know what to say kengoku kuba nyani I lied and I should be punished for lento ndiyenzileyo yothula ixesha elide and shes gonna say I know this guy that is why ndithule.Oh no what am I going to say,think Zim,think,I was eating my nails.Ndiye ndaphakama ndama ngenyawo then I looked at her. Me:K ma..ma..ill..te...ll..yo..u..ngo..k...k..kumy voice was shaking tears escaped my ayes Mama:Hamba suka ecamkwam what are you going to explain ngoku heee because sendizibonele mosshe pushed then she went to the wardrobe she came back netawuli enkulu then she went to the kitchen weza ne bhozo Me:Uxolo..ma..ma..so..ze..ndi..phi...ndecrying and running up and down in the room Her:Ulilelani yizaphashe sat on top of the bad wasika letawuli ayiphetheyo Me:Ha.aI shook my heard crying ndandicinga ukuba uzonqunqa mna kuba ndixokile yhuu Her:Yizapha maan ndizokufaka elilaphushe wanted to lough also Me:No im scaredi shoked my heard ndi confuse ukuba inoba yeyiphi ehlekisayo kengoku kulento afuna ukuyenza or uhleka kuba eyazi ukuba finally shes getting rid of me and shame makavele nje ancame because andiyi tu kuye yhuu. HerZim mamela kaloku,you see there this thing they call periods so when it happens it means uyintombi endala but ayithi lonto yiba nenkwenkwe,so kufike lona ke kuwe yiyo lento ndifuna ukufaka elilaphu apha kuwe so that I mbumba yakho ingangcoli sisishe was smiling all this time Me:Kudala ndiyintombi endala nje mna,because I can cook and I can do anything eyanziwa apha endliniI was very confident kengoku kuba ucinga uqhatha bani kakade Her:Ewe kudala but not ngokwasemzimbeni so as from now it will happen every month so next time I want you to know how to handle it vha yiyo lonto ndifuna ukufaka elilaphu,yiza keshe gave me her arm Me:k keI nodded Ulifakile ke eli laphu lakhe then wathi mandihlambe Imbumba zam kuba utata and Mandla shouldnt know this,it was fine shame ngakum as long as my secret is still safe nangona nje ndinga yi understand le kamama yamalaphu andifaka wona,I didnt believe what just happened yazi its worse kaloku I know everything she says behind my back.After sigqibile uye wathi usaya kwa Ncebs,yhuuu kuvele nje kwe nyeke kum kwabe ndive elogama because ndiyayazi ukuba phaya bahlala ngegama lam mos so she must just cut the crap am not interested ukuba uyaphi noba ebevele nje wahamba.She stomped out,i was surprised yazi kuba zange andibuze ngemali yakhe tu I guess uyilibele kuba these days basuke bathana nca nalo sisi phof ke kudityanwa ngam aziba phof uyamxele yena ezakhe. I was left there alone ke ndiye ndakhawuleza nda cleaner it stated to rain outside I didnt even go nakulo clinic yam yebhongo ngendisuke ndaya mos esikolweni kuba im not relaxing tu ngoku ndigulayo suka injani na into yalapha kulomzi kanti mxm.I remembered ukuba kukho ithontsi kule ndawo ine bhedi yethu I quickly went to the room ne kom ndayibeka kule ndawo kunetha kuyo.I cleaned the house then ndayo lala ebhedini yomama. Ndilele ke shame ixesha elide noko ndava nge knock emnyango. Tata:Vula ndiyanethwa maanknocking hard apha emnyango Me:K ndiyezaI quickly went to the door and I opened it on my surprised utata wayengahambi yedwa he was with one of his friends ndandi ngazithandi ncam ke nezitshomi zakhe kuba zitha utata umoya omdaka zifuna andigxothe and ayeke nomama,yhooo the though of that just made me sick ndasuka nda nari Me:Molweniopening the door i was annoyed yazi Tata:Molo ntombihe entered and closed the door behind him Zet:Molo,ant u suppose to be at school nahhe was sitting kwesisitulo singasemnyango Me:Ewe but im sicki was annoyed nyani kengoku yinto ngoku sebuzana nam lo Tata:Khawubeke amanzi ndihlambe inyawo zamtaking his shoes off Me:K tatandiye entla ndafika ndabeka amanzi,I dont know what was wrong but I could feel ukuba ukhona lomntu undijongileyo yazi I turned around on my surprised kanti nyani ukhona lobhuti wayendithe ntsho apha ezimphundu I wonder eligazi aliphumelanga na,I quickly went to the room because I was feeling uncomfortable ngulo mntu yazi ndafika ndazi jonga aibo akhonto njena apha tu inoba ufuna ntoni lo,i was scared to go to the kitchen kengoku then I sited phezu kwe bhedi waiting for the water to be warm then ndabava bencokola I listened very carefully kaloku ndandinga thembi namnye ngoku ngenxa kamama othetha ngam. Him:Aibo mfondini ude wayingena leweyi?there was silence for a while then ndeva utata Tata:No man ndizamile qha ndohlulekahe cleared his throat Him:Remember kaloku it is you azondlayo eziwei ntangam Tata:Ewe ndim qha ingathi iqavile le indala njehe was whispering kengoku but still ndandibeva but I couldnt get what they were talking about Him:Hayi maan lento sasi gqibe ngayo awuyenzi ngoku,itheni ingathi uzokondla amasele for inyoka nje Tata:K ke ndizo linda ke xa I olady lilahlile nge w/end Him:Hayi ke uyathetha kengokuthen it was quiet again. I was asking my self aibo ingaba yintoni le bathetha ngayo aba?what is the meaning of amasele for inyoka?why esithi utata nje uzolinda iolady nge w/nd xa lilahlile?yintoni khona leyo nah?eish kodwa nokuba yintoni le bathetha ngayo I dont like it yazi kuba ndisuke nje ndo yika,I wonder yintoni le izokwenziwa ngaba......
Posted on: Tue, 11 Mar 2014 13:09:42 +0000
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