Daniels week of birthday fun will begin on Monday. He is counting the days and is super pumped. I got emotional last night thinking about him turning 21 and what all he might be missing. I realize that he may never get married or have children of his own. He will never feel what its like to hold responsibility as a man of his own home. Its milestones like this one that makes me feel the jealousy I felt when he was a baby and couldnt walk or talk at the same pace my friends kids was. Having a man that will age in his face but is still a child at heart is a lot for my feelings to bare. Im blessed beyond measure because he is so happy and loved. He still lets me hug and kiss him in public and is never embarrassed by my public display of affection for him. I know that I shouldnt focus on the negative points of standing still in time. Im always upbeat and positive but sometimes I just have to have a good cry about the things he will miss.
Posted on: Thu, 01 Jan 2015 22:26:46 +0000
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