Dark cloud looming in the distance you follow me ready to grip my existence. I see you there I know your waiting. Why dont you come and overshadow me? I have no fight in me! I am at my weakest. Do you rather linger threatening to destroy me. I have lost my focus my drive. I walk through this life zombified. The body on auto pilot. Wakes, eats breaths and works. It hears what other need it does as it is asked. What about my needs? There non existent. No sadness, no fear, no shock and no tears. Sounds ok but driven from me is happiness. Holidays are empty and hollow. My self worth is gone. Slowly I poison those who around me. First with my mind deleting the connection then by separating my self. Eventually we become friends is a loose manner. All bond severed. Leaving me to my surrounding self pity and darkness. The only emotions I have left. Even as I try to cry out my needs they go unheard. Death ears surround me. I am surrounded by people but so alone. I wish for a end any end. I reach for help where I can only to find no one can help. So I circle this repeating life. Moving mechanically until I find an end a solution. Dark cloud just come rain on me already! Cause after the rain the sun does shine! I live for the day where I can see the sun again. It is my only hope.
Posted on: Thu, 28 Nov 2013 03:21:26 +0000
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