Day 108, Was pretty much a good good day overall, which makes 3 in - TopicsExpress



          

Day 108, Was pretty much a good good day overall, which makes 3 in a row :) I wont lie, got into my head a little bit today, and I guess that is still gonna happen from time to time, but thanks to what I do to have it taken away, helps me out quite a bit :) I stop for a few minutes, collect my thoughts, and ask that my higher power, to help remove them, so that I may continue on with my day, without these thoughts, then take a cpl of minutes of silence for myself, then continue on with my day :) Plus it helps with rediscovering my love for my Job :) Everyday brings a new challenge, and I am meeting it head on, and doing the best job that I possibly can :) Some days arent as good as others, but, I am getting there. Today must have been moving day today, as three buildings that I went into, one elevator was in service and I had to wait for the other one, but, it happens and is out of my control, and deal with it as it comes.... :) And it helps that I am slowly making friends up at the airport, and now most ppl do call me Scott now, as opposed to, that damn guy that transferred in with 18 years seniority lol :) Will admit, I was the same way in Burlington when someone transferred in with more than me, just now, it was my turn... lol :) Sorry, but, I do have to laugh at it, as now I see it from the other side, I was an idiot... lol. And really, I always ended up really getting along with those ppl that transferred in :) And now, its happening for me :) I know I have said it before, but, I gotta say it again, I am so happy that I did this, and made this change now, and really wonder why I didnt do it sooner, but, Im happy that I did it now, I really am :) This has really been an amazing change for me, and, I am starting to come back out of my shell now, once again. I love the fact, that I get up in the morning, and am really truly looking forward to going to work once again, its no longer a chore, its a passion that was once lost, and once again found :) The desire to drink, is gone, I know love coming home, sitting down, with a ice cold bottle of water, putting on some music, and just sitting and relaxing for a little bit, giving my three buddies love when I dont have the girls, as they ignore me when the girls are here... lol. Best feeling ever now, to not have that desire anymore, not have that WANT or NEED, its gone :) I thank everyone for their support and love through the good times and the bad times, I thank my higher power for letting me talk through my issues, and most of all, I thank MYSELF, for everything that I have done, and am trying to do. I may not be successful or the most patient at times, but, I am getting there :) Have a good night everyone, and as always, I love everyone, always and forever :)
Posted on: Thu, 21 Nov 2013 04:27:49 +0000

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