"Dear cc, Here it goes… Almost 9 years nami sa akung boyfriend, he was my first serious relationship since Highschool. Sure pud ko nga ako pud iya first gf. Weve been thru hardships in life, daghan dili mkadawat nga nagka uyab mi sauna, magtago-tago pami sauna para magka kita lng mi, Naghinilakay pami sauna tungod sa sitwasyun namu. We fought and fought hangtud na stronger gyud mi pagmaayo sa among relationship. After 3 yrs of hardships, We didn’t expect nga madawat na siya sa akong family ug sa iya family. Pwede na siya mamisita sa amu, mkalaag nami bsan asa.. He’s always been there for me pag college until ni graduate nako sa tc pag last 2011 nagkuyog pami pag graduation nko. Cge jud mi communicate 24/7 sa cp ever since nagka.uyab mi. siya akong alarm clock sauna, mahatag niya tanan kung unsa ako kinahanglan pero wla bya ko mu abuso sa iyang kaayo dri nko. Over all, dli jud cya barkadista. Time came, we all have stable jobs so we decided to tie the knot. Both of our families agreed that we’ll get married next year. It was a spark for us We were both happy and contented in our plans. Major fights & Misunderstandings came, nakig call off ko niya, pero dli cya gusto. But later on ni decide cya nga makig call off nako so I gave him the space he want. (Dli ko kadawat) I cried everynight, cant sleep wondering what will be the next. After 1 week of call off, I found out that tagdugay na daw siya matug cgeg dota, inum, smoke w/ young barkadas and the worst part? he’s also been hanging out with someone else(frnd ra daw niya) but I was afraid of the fact what if they’ll be more than just friends and I’ll be left hanging. I was still his fiancee because I know wala pa mi magbuwag. Stories came naganahan cya sa iyang amiga and ignored me already but he still chose me when I asked him. (ug nganung magpatintal man?) Nahugno gyud akung kalibutan wondering why can’t he be contented with me kung space rman gani iyang gipangayu? Naabot ang panahun nga gibuwagan najud nko siya coz It feels like he never cared anymore. I saw tears from his eyes and he left w/ a simple reply “all we had was special” (I know in my mind I’ll never regret that). Mura gyud ko na ibtan ug tunok. And I made some diversions in order to keep out any memories of us. After 1 month, nakigbalik siya nako (ingana kadali) kay importante kuno ko niya and he promise to make up things and limpyu iya conscience nga wala jud cya mka binuang (wla cyay plan sa gurl).. so ni ok ko. I realized daku jud ako adjustments niya karun tungod sa iyang mga hobby nga bag.o ug mga barkada, nag make-up things na cya nako, grabe iyang sorries, he always say to me nga mu.agi ra kuno ni niya kay lahi na kung makasal.. Here’s the thing>> I miss him (the way he was before mi nag call off) I still can’t get over the things that he’d done unto me lately. Having him for 9 years was not that easy to let go although this situation was a trial for us but we overcame it but it happened man gud.. I know the love was there, pero happy pa ba kaha ko niya in later days? Mka trust pa ba ko niya? even though he promised me.. I don’t know which way should I get. Part of me says to give up on him and move on and a part of me says to hold on and hope he’ll change for our future. Advice lng nko sa ubang relationships dha, don’t make decisions while your angry or you might regret it. Call-offs are not worth it. It’ll just put you to questions and what ifs.. If you love him/ her then find a way…... LittleRedRose " SBE
Posted on: Mon, 10 Jun 2013 16:05:43 +0000
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