Dont hate me my Alaska lovers but I am getting kind of excited to move now. There are so many aspects of being close to home I still really dont like. There has been comfort in the isolation of Alaska and not having to deal with anyone/thing from my past or home. Still gives me anxiety but I am ready to see what the next part of our future holds. Been studying for 2 years for a career I havent had the chance to go for yet, my daughter doesnt know her family, and we have gone 2 years with no real mommy and daddy break lol. I am so thankful for our time here. This where I went from a girl to a woman and found who I was born to be. Met the most amazing women who have become like family to me that I will never truly say goodbye to for good. But I am starting to feel the resistant part of me letting go and letting myself transition to moving on. Good things are coming for the Holtman family but Alaska will forever be with me has made me a tuffer woman.
Posted on: Fri, 22 Nov 2013 05:49:52 +0000
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