Feeling a lone again... not sure why either.... to much new and not enough old i guess..... Trying to find jobs and getting my boyfriends little girl.... It is hard with all the new. cuz i feel like i am by my self.. I know that my family and friends are with me but it is different... I feel like I am being left out on everything. The times that we go to pick up cigaretts for everyone is one of the best times cuz i go and i get to talk and have fun. But It seems that no one wants me to go. I Love to travel. and during those times I can get everything off my chest. But It hasnt happened in a long time it feels like. I want some one to talk to that will just listen like it use to be. It is hard with out my mom and brother around to just pick up the phone to call and unload on them but i cant. I love my boyfriend and he is great... I just want to be able to talk face to face with people... but no job no licens and no car makes it hard for me... I just feel alone and kind of unwanted even tho i know that i am wanted and all that. I just want to stop feeling so alone even in my own home... IDk... just hard i guess to keep up the good feelings and all that. I guess i just want my brother and mom back... But I have to move on with my life too... 4 steps foward and 1 step back I guess....
Posted on: Wed, 31 Jul 2013 21:51:59 +0000
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