Happy 38th birthday in Heaven, Jason. Your love still shines bright. This is the year youd turn the age I was when I lost you. It will never make sense in my head and part of me still desperately needs to know why a grown man would shoot you then pretend it was a hunting accident leading me through the woods most of the night looking for you when he knew exactly where he had placed you. When I wanted to cross the road and check the other side, Jimmy aka WAYNE CHAPMAN, was adamant you werent on that side yet I knew you hunted on that side of the road all the time. My thought is God didnt want me to find you, knowing how Id react. Today I celebrate your birth and mourn because I dont have you anymore with a pain no mother should ever have to experience. Losing a child hurts in a way no other loss does and it rips your heart into so many pieces it can never be made whole again. Those who have lost more than one child have a strength I know I will never have. My soul feels like it is missing the core. The more years that pass, the deeper the pain so even though you cant see it, its always there, under the surface digging deeper as each year passes. I love you and miss you always until God calls me Home... Jason
Posted on: Fri, 28 Mar 2014 12:29:32 +0000
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