Happy Birthday Mom, I love you & Miss You I miss you mom I can’t believe how many months have passed since I lost you mother, and every year at this time, I take some time to remember you. Sure I do a bit of crying, it’s perfectly natural. I think it makes up for why I didn’t cry when I initially found out she passed away. It must of been shock, that is really the only explanation I have. I think my shock started before she actually passed away, I was in denial. It took me a little over a year before I actually started to cry. I guess my soul finally came to terms that she was gone. What a horrible feeling. Well I don’t want this post to be all sad and stuff. Remembering someone you have lost should not only be sadness but happiness that they are in a place much better than us. That’s if you believe in Heaven, which I do I know she is in Heaven, and she is no longer in the pain she was when she was with us. My mom went through a lot in her life, from losing her mother when she was only a child, to losing one of her own children when she was young. She has lived so much, in such a short amount of time. I lost her 11 months ago, the moment I found out she passed is etched in my memory forever. The last time I seen her will never escape my memory either. Oh how I miss her, how I wish she was still her, but that is my own selfishness that wants her to be here. I miss her laugh, her smile, her smell. I just miss her ? On Your Birthday, I love you Mom Well there isn’t much to say today. I have to admit when I woke this morning, I didn’t remember it was her birthday, I hate mornings like that, not remembering things, but then it hit me, and I knew it was mom reminding me lol. I know it’s silly but that’s how I see it. I asked my Father to drop by and pick up a candle on his way home, the day she passed. I can’t tell you how much I miss her, it hurts so much! I just need my time to cry. I’ll be okay, it’s just part of nature.
Posted on: Fri, 08 Aug 2014 19:46:41 +0000
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