Have you wanted an answer to my cryptic foreboding posts? Than please read. I know Im frustratingly cryptic on Facebook about my problems. Im aware of the chain reaction of destructive defense mechanisms (being cryptic is one of them) that exacerbate my problems to this point. W/the interest of brevity, this is the abridged version (if you want details message me). For a while there was a string of problems getting to work on time for one reason or another, resulting in a concerned yet stern warning about the matter. I overslept the NEXT DAY, which is not an excuse. Enter defense mechanism: conflict avoidance. I panicked, thinking I would certainly be fired and shut down for a day and a half. Obviously, Im on the job market. Ive got a few promising leads close to home, Im following up on them today. I believed I was getting a partial paycheck today. When it didnt deposit and I reworked my pay periods I found I was mistaken. Im behind on this months rent, and talked yesterday with my landlord about it, thinking that w/my paycheck and some prepaid visas, Id have rent today. I cant withdraw cash from the cards, and no paycheck. I am NOT looking for a pity party or sympathy. This is a result of my own actions and shortcomings. I feel terrible and that it will be received poorly/wrongly when I ask for help. Its these reasons I become cryptic, and unwilling to ask for help. After talking to aunt Betz, a level head to advise my next move, she said exactly what I knew I had to do, and was afraid to do. If anyone can help, Im humbly asking for it. I need 700 to keep me in Georgetown. Betz posted the link how, Ill share it. If it the universe has other plans, I wont be upset or blame any but myself. I had hoped it wouldnt come to this. My friend Morgan kindly offered Howard and I room should it come to that. Thats the run down. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for reading this.
Posted on: Mon, 09 Jun 2014 15:09:29 +0000
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