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Hello. I would like to share a bit about my self. You liked my page for my art or me...and really my art is me. My art in any of their forms is just a physical creation of my soul. I am bipolar, some of you already know this. I havent taken any meds for a while now. I choose to try them again. I had always taken an antidepressant. This time with a new doctor he decided to try a mood stabilizer. I was really scared at first, my mother (which who I know I am not) she has a mix of bipolar and schizophrenia. I remember her being on meds and as a child (13&up) it was rough. I dont want the meds to turn me into a drunk type state, or maybe a sleepy lady, or LOOSE MY ART! I waited for weeks to take them. I was on a manic (happy) high lately. Which means getting tons of things done. But when I got done with that...the anger and sadness came back. This is who I am naturally. I know meds arent the best to ppl who are big on natural methods (I try because I think natural is important). Trust me though (because its me) i do yoga, we eat pretty good, and I am so lucky to have my grandma (who raised me most my life before my mom and after) she helps me EVERYDAY! A few days ago I decided to start taking them and maybe they will really change my life...I dont want to be on meds forever but I cant stand who I am at times. Art is the part of me that is accepted and loved in either my sweet or issues side. It is loved no matter what because you can see how I feel. I can escape these feelings for that moment of sewing on hair, painting a colorful background, or stuffing annoyingly small doll legs & arms. In these moments I am just like you in my brain. I will always be intense in my heart. This is my way to show who I am and ppl can show what they are pulled to. What you fall in love with in my art is a part of my story that could heal, show love, or even explain your worst day. Thank you for accepting me. Lets all hope this pill doesnt kill who I am inside and just helps who I have become on the outside. So far so good, Except my eyes going super blury right after taking it and being kinda clumsy.
Posted on: Fri, 11 Jul 2014 15:06:50 +0000

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