Honestly, Im gonna be completely honest to everyone, I want to die most of the time. Now especially, Im nothing but a failure, and nothing I do can satisfy anyone. I think about stabbing myself in the gut yeah but theres 2 main things that stop me. Knowing that itd put more stress on my parents with the funeral bills, and knowing that the family that does care would be torn apart and miss me. Now dont take this the wrong way, Im not trying to get pitty, I just want to let everyone out there who struggles with hanging onto life, know that, Im here. I know how it feels to want to die, I know how it feels to cut and have blood rushing down your arms, but most importantly I know how it feels when you have no one to talk to, because you feel like if you tell your family theyll be disappointed, or if you tell your friends theyll think youre doing it for attention. So to anyone out there struggling to hold onto life, Im here no matter what time, no matter what day, I will make time to listen and talk to you, because I know what it feels like to be in your position.
Posted on: Wed, 14 Jan 2015 22:18:03 +0000
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