Honestly, Im hurt. Im not talking to one of my brothers. My other one locked up. My best friend and I are separated. Im in Jersey feeling out of place in my ex husbands parents house, feeling like...this aint my family. Im ready to go. Holidays arent the same for me anymore. I think I did my best. My son is happy. He got to see his Lil family together in the same house, open all his stuff, he told me I was the best mom ever, I told him he was the best son ever, and I think Im tapped out now. Im ready to go. Holidays as an orphan are hard. Every year. And I need to stop putting so much stress on making myself be with someones family and learn to be OK with the ones Ive made, understand my situation and keep it pushing. Or work every holiday and be with my family that never lets me down. Benji, Andrew and dem. ๐ฒ๐ธ๐ท๐ถ๐ด๐ต๐ฐ๐ฒ I dont mean to be negative on yall TL. Im just expressing.
Posted on: Thu, 25 Dec 2014 23:16:19 +0000
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