How long does someone have to pay for something. Its been 36 years scene I ran away, at 14 years old you dont think about the long term effects of your choices but at 49 years old you realize how much you and your children have paid for that choice. Thankful for the time i had with my father to make peace with him and to let my children know that there grandfather loved them with all his heart, they knew that because he would tell them everyday that he loved them. Im so sorry for my mistakes I made as a child my children do not have that with my mother. As God is my witness I wish it could be different, but I have came to the realization that no matter what I do I will never be able to fix it. Looking back maybe I could have done things different and I dont think I would be the woman I am today I am thankful that Ive made it this far. I know God knows why I did it and he also knows what I lost because of it and He loves me anyway. Thank you God for never leaving me thank you for always showing me the way and thank you for the family I do have.
Posted on: Thu, 06 Nov 2014 16:36:34 +0000
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