I HAD TO JUST SHUT UP AND KEEP MY MOUTH CLOSED, IT WAS HARD BECAUSE IM A FIGHTER. I STARTED KEEPING MY MOUTH CLOSED, GOING WHEREVER I COULD TO PRAY, IN THE BATHROOM, TRYING TO HOLD MY TEARS AND THE MOANS FROM MY PAIN AS I WOULD CRY SO NO ONE COULD HEAR ME WAILING... I was speaking with Apostle Ruth McCollumn, a PHENOMENAL WOMAN OF GOD, and she was sharing some awesome and encouraging words with me. I WAS SHARING WITH HER HOW THE LORD TAUGHT ME HOW TO BE SUCCESSFUL AGAINST THE ENEMY, IT HAS BEEN A VERY PAINFUL LEARNING EXPERIENCE AND I AM STILL COMING THROUGH, BUT I KNOW THAT I WILL COME THROUGH BECAUSE JESUS IS ON MY SIDE, WE MUST ENDURE AT ANY COST... I was speaking on the enemy and I just want to break this down for those who havent caught it, Satan will come through your children, mama, your brothers, sisters, cousins, neighbors, strangers, church members ect., he will come however he can, saying whatever he can like (these are some things that have been said to me; your full of demons, its too late for you, you had your chance; the Holy Spirit is not in you; God doesnt hear you, you serve the devil; I was even told to SHUT UP; I WAS TOLD, YOU DONT KNOW, YOUR A BABY IN CHRIST; SMH) I STARTED TALKING TO MYSELF saying, VERTRICE SHUT UP, Just be quiet. BUT DONT GET IT TWISTED I POPPED OF THE FIRST COUPLE OF WEEKS SAYING STUFF THAT I SHOULDNT, CAUSE HERE I WAS BEING BROKEN DOWN BY PEOPLE WHO IN MY OPINION AT THAT MOMENT DONT EVEN ACKNOWLEDGE GOD, BUT GOD HAD TO LET ME SEE THAT IT WASNT MY PLACE, IT WASNT EVEN MY PLACE TO RESPOND, WHEN THEY SAID HATEFUL THINGS TO ME, BUT I HAD TO SEE IT WASNT THEM, BUT WHAT WAS OPERATING THROUGH THEM (demonic forces). NOW these words came from different people, but I know the war is not to flesh and blood but spiritual wickedness, demonic spirits, the darkness. It is real hard to let people say mean and hurtful words to you and sit there and shut up, well it was for me too, but as the days went by, I STARTED KEEPING MY MOUTH CLOSED, GOING WHEREVER I COULD TO PRAY, IN THE BATHROOM, TRYING TO HOLD MY TEARS AND THE MOANS FROM MY PAIN AS I WOULD CRY SO NO ONE COULD HEAR ME WAILING. I STARTED KEEPING MY MOUTH CLOSED (cause I couldnt win these battles). The moment I started shutting up, was the moment GOD STARTED SHOWING UP! God allowed me to be in that place for me to become humble and I had to humble myself not just to GOD BUT TO MAN AS WELL. SO I STARTED PRAYING THE MOMENT SOMEONE SAID SOMETHING THAT HURT I WOULDNT SAY A WORD, I STARTED GOING WHEREVER I COULD GO OFF TO MYSELF AND I WOULD ASK GOD TO BLESS THEM, TO OPEN THE WINDOWS OF HEAVEN ONTO THEIR LIVES, AND YOU WOULD NOT BELIEVE, BUT GOD HUMBLED THEM RIGHT IN MY FACE AND I DID NOTHING, SAID NOTHING, BECAUSE GOD HAD IT ALL ALONG, MY PROBLEM WAS ALL MY LIFE I HAD TO BE IN CONTROL, GOD IS THE ONE WHO IS IN CONTROL. PLUS I dont want to be in Gods bad side, I fear what HE can do because I know His POWER, he does great and terrible things and I do not want to have to face His wrath ever again (oh yes I have experienced Gods wrath, Im talking about facing death)- thats another subject. When the Lord said resist the devil and he will flee from you, HE MEANT IT, but it takes practice everyday and when the enemy sees that He is not getting through, he will come at you from every direction, that means you are doing an AWESOME JOB, so keep up the good work! THE BEST REACTION TO GIVE THE ENEMY IS NO REACTION (Just start PRAISING GOD), AND IT TAKES PRACTICE, AND HE WILL COME THROUGH THE ONES CLOSEST TO YOU, HELLO? Family and the church, but dont be astonished or surprised, because remember Jesus said it would be like this just endure (it will pass), ask for a spirit of humility, but know this, it will require your effort and it is work. [THIS IS WHAT I SHARED WITH APOSTLE...... Lol, Praise God! The enemy is always trying to steal away from Gods children cause he cant have what we have. He is bound to hell, see we have a chance and he wants to steal that chance because he lost his, HA! Bless the name of Jesus, Ive decided and Ive made it up in my mind that, He has been stealing from me since I was a baby. My joy, my peace, my innocence... Im older now, I can fight now, I have power now, and I know JESUS for myself now, so no matter what form He comes in if I keep on the full armor of God, Im good. I know even at my best its not enough, but God, HIS STRENGTH IS MADE PERFECT IN MY WEAKNESS, so when the enemy comes up to me, I step back and say ABBA, YOU SAID THE BATTLE IS YOURS, I DONT EVEN INTERACT WITH SATAN, I IGNORE HIM, JESUS TOLD ME TO RESIST HIM, JESUS ALREADY DEFEATED HIM, SO THERE IS NO BATTLE HERE. I DONT EVEN ACKNOWLEDGE HIM. ITS EASY TO FOCUS ON ALL GOING WRONG AND IVE DONE THAT AND I WAS STUCK IN THAT PLACE BUT INSTEAD OF SAYING SATAN GET THEE BEHIND ME, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, I STARTED SAYING FATHER I PRAISE YOU. IT MAKES GOD HAPPY WHEN WE PRAISE HIM AND WHEN OUR FATHER IS BEING GIVEN JOY, HE STRENGTHENS US (THE JOY OF THE LORD IS OUR STRENGTH), PRAISE GOD! I love you, you are a BEAUTIFUL QUEEN, and you are a KING! JESUS IS THE FOCUS! I bless your name Jesus.]
Posted on: Fri, 08 Aug 2014 15:19:00 +0000
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