I dont know if its God telling me something or the devil making me - TopicsExpress



          

I dont know if its God telling me something or the devil making me feel like crap?! I know many ppl have had a troubled childhood and sometimes when trying to re-connect it can be difficult. I have tried on many occassions & many times, still with the same results & reason I walk away. I have been going back & forth in the last years with my half-sister. (My mothers other daughter) I feel her not knowing truly whom I am & assumes things & casts her opinions & blame on me. really make me mad... Re-Hashing things that have already been re-hashed... i mean how many times do we need to talk about the same things over & over again? it was talked about & out on the table now please lets get beyond it & try to have a relationship? But, nope she tells me Im bottling stuff up from my childhood... WHAT? I just pour myself to you in many messages and I am a very honest & open person But she blames me that we cant have that sister relationship because I CANT GET ON? I love her... I really do but, if that is all to talk about is the past & place blame... how do you have a future relationship? every time she re-hashes, it puts me in a toxic slump & takes me back to those days... I already opened up & discussed it with her, but thats not good enough? People, I dont feel thats a healthy way to get on in a relationship... But, honestly, WHAT IS GOD TRYING TO TELL ME? Or is this the Devil trying to dance again?
Posted on: Thu, 17 Jul 2014 14:34:29 +0000

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