I figured out that I am More paranoid than I thought. I noticed that even though I might have friends, even those who are close to me, I dont feel I can trust. I feel paranoid to the departure or a sudden event that may take place. Maybe as a reference Im mean like not knowing that outcome of the future being a positive while living in the moment trying to achieve that American dream every wants and as well as their want of the American dream for me. I love everyone who is there for me I just know Im really weird that it gets irritating because it makes me difficult. I know I have some anger issues I had resolved but there still is no excuse for my disrespectful behavior Ive been playing off. Yes, I have issues. I know yall do to.. I just choose to let yall know Im realizing my shit and dont care cause Im getting it out to you guys. You worry and wonder. Some of you guys dont talk to me anymore or what not but still run my name. This is so everyone knows my well being and knows what Im doing and willing to possibly do. Grrrr Im babbling and ranting....
Posted on: Tue, 22 Oct 2013 02:32:03 +0000
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