I find myself waking up in the middle of the night. You ever have those moments where you feel a sudden rush of sadness? It is like your chest tightens and you cannot express as to why. I tried to fight it, I tried to keep it in...in the end...I just...cried. I cant quite explain it. Tear fell from my eyes and I just simply cried. Perhaps It could be pent up grieving? Maybe my emotions on how the current state of affairs are? Or I might just simply feel lonely? Most likely it is all of these things. As I type this I cannot even begin to express why I feel this way.... I feel it might be silly, yet I just cant seem to help it. I cant seem to stop these tears. Perhaps I will feel better in the morning? I am just not sure. The only thing I feel now is a giant pain in my chest that a little more and more seems to be feeling better. Sorry if it seems silly of me to say things like this. Hell, I am not even sure why I am typing this on facebook to begin with. I just feel like it seems appropriate in some way. If not, then that is entirely my bad. If you did read this, I thank you for reading my babble! Well, good night everyone.
Posted on: Fri, 17 Oct 2014 09:05:37 +0000