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I had a dream that put feelings into check and did not like the outcome. Ive had a lifesaver thrown to me a few months ago but I just held onto it without being pulled up from my pool of sadness and heartbreak that knocked me down into misery for quite some time and not ONCE did he leave the side of the pool to leave me to let me drown. I was reassured constantly of attention and love that I didnt feel worthy of or thought it was too good to be true. I contemplated back and forth with myself that this was a dream because I didnt want to reach for the light just to be shut back into darkness. My soul crawled through jagged glass to come to a revelation.... Everyone deserves a chance and even if it doesnt play out the way you hoped or dreamed but you were you and gave it your all then it wasnt your fault... He showed me that and never let me go and stood through the storm of my misery and pain and still held his head high. It has taken a long time to get to this point that my heart beats again with faith, love and completion of him being by my side and not once leaving it for his self ventures. Ive always loved him but not with the intention of merging our lives together and celebrating what love gives as a couple. Nor after 20 years did I think this would happen but hes been one of the few that knows me and has stayed by my side through all of this time.... That to me counts for something and Im going to give it my all
Posted on: Sat, 05 Apr 2014 11:36:23 +0000

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