I had a long talk with myself in the car on the way home this evening. I brought myself to tears; but they werent bad tears. I realized how much my friends deserve to have. They have so many things happen to them that are unfair, and things that arent even something of their own doing, things that nobody deserves. I love them so much. That is why I was crying. I love you guys, and you have saved /my/ life. I was lost for a long time in my life, and each and every one of you has been there to reach out and grab a hold and pull me back to my feet anytime I fall. I want to know that every one of you is worth everything to me. I would give up everything that society deems important to make sure that you all are safe, happy, and looked after. Whenever I get a parent looking at me strangely for buying you guys parts for your cosplays, or food, or paying your way to a show, remember that to me, seeing you happy is more important than money. Memories of spending time with you, learning about you, helping you through problems - THAT is what makes my life complete. THAT is what matters to me. Its what gets me through when things get difficult and I just want to curl up and hide forever. You all come to my aid when I need you, and anything I give back will never be enough for what youve done for me. Thank you, thank you for being my friends, for being my family. I love you all. (Even if I didnt tag you in this post, I really do mean it, you are all important to me. All of you, never hesitate to message me.)
Posted on: Sun, 13 Apr 2014 06:34:49 +0000
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