I have never understood how many say they feel lonely especially those that have been out of a recent relationship. Yes, I have my kids and they keep me busy but thats every other week. When I am by myself I dont feel lonely, I actually feel relieved and free. I can get up and go anywhere I want, anytime I want, without having to drag anyone around. All I have to say is, Kids go get dressed were leaving and ask questions later. No need to ask or agree on anything with anyone. I am not having to check in or keep texting back and forth what I am doing and who I am talking too..... Now that football season is almost over and soccer season is done Im going to have more time to go to church more often. I would visit friends but Im that person that believes that everyone is busy and by me showing up to their house can intervene on their schedules. I guess I am just comfortable of who I am and know who I am. I dont have to search my identity within myself or within others. I dont lack security because I can careless what the person thinks of me especially if they dont know who I am. My mind is to busy finding new things in life and new ways to praise God and thanking him. But what does make me very happy is what my daughter told me last week.....Dad you are an alien and I hate you but I Love You, how can you make everything so fun. I have fun doing homework and studying with you. I have never been so excited to take a test in my life.,,,And thats who I am. Weird!
Posted on: Tue, 12 Nov 2013 16:22:01 +0000
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