I hope everyone enjoyed today! The sun was out and everyone was walking around happy with flowers for their mum or what not. Jus wanna say to those missing their mum..... I know! And I wish you love and strength to go on year after year missing but remembering the good times and having no regrets! Today for me was odd, it was a reminder of who I am and what I live for! Friday the kids were so upset with thier dad letting them down that after I cussed him and he decided to have them sat night I decided what they want matters so I spent most of Mothers Day without my kids! Strange!!!! Nice but strange and for once I wasnt selfish about it! I enjoyed my time to pamper myself but made sure I done all the housework before they get home! I could if been selfish and said no its all about me but it felt more important today to make sure! Nice feeling! And the joke is thier dad didnt even ask them if they had sorted anything for today! In 13 years it hasnt occurred that its good for children to give...it makes them feel so happy seeing someone else appreciate thier presents! And the worse thing is he actually thinks it affects me! Luckily I have some wonderful people around me who fill allot of gaps! Mum Im sorry I didnt visit you today! I dont need to go to the grave to think of you. Thank you for the strength you gave me! Happy Mothers Day to everyone! Whoever, wherever you are! X
Posted on: Sun, 30 Mar 2014 21:37:03 +0000
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