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I miss you everyday. I just sobbed hearing that song. I cant do that everyday. The kids get upset. Its almost like I walk around thinking of you- but not too deep. Surface level thoughts. If I go too far into thinking, I am no good. And then Elli yells at me for crying. I hope you know that I cry occasionally, but have an emotional guard up so that I can continue to live a normal life. I cannot let that guard down as if I do, I cannot be a good mom, wife or nurse. I would be a hot mess. I hope you understand that I grieve you daily, but I dont go too deep. My love for you and missing you is with me daily. I hope you see me and the girls. I hope you see them growing. I hope you see all of us. I hope you see that John survived a motorcycle accident and I am hoping you were his angel. I hope you see Dave is doing some construction on his house. I hope you see him in the fields while he is driving his tractor and enter his mind. I hope you see Kachur and whatever he may be up too. And I hope they all miss you like I do. I finally got thank you cards done for your memorial service. Talk about procrastination!!! I was talking about you at work last night- with one of you ex students. And she can still remember you doing something silly. I told her that the apple doesnt fall far from the tree.....I hope you see Burt is getting married. That Reid and Kirk have both had babies, beautiful babies. I hope you see that I am going to Aunt barbies cabin. I remember all of our drives to Rochester and how much fun you had with your brother and sister. I miss you so much. I love you.
Posted on: Thu, 17 Jul 2014 13:17:46 +0000

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