I notice that I want others to see and know only my talents, - TopicsExpress



          

I notice that I want others to see and know only my talents, strengths, and goods. Even as I write this I am thinking well of course you want to put your best foot forward. Why would it be beneficial to share weakness with others? How much should we show? I know I am supposed to write a bit of the struggles I am going through on this post but my mind gets cluttered when I think of what to write. Clutter is so easy to have when there I have so much. So here I sit in my little house but it is cluttered. There are papers all over, the garage is up to the ceiling with boxes and because there is no place for anything we have just been throwing whatever on top of whatever until we dont know what the whatevers are. Our room and the girls have clothes from the trip and from clean laundry not folded and hung up. My mind is feeling the same. God has blessed me with so many inspirations, opportunities, and businesses. And yet there is clutter in my mind. I get paralyzed and then there is a sense of fear that creeps in. I know this feeling. I have been hear before. Where abundance is what I see and am shown and yet I dont know what to do with it. So as I sit here having to go to my first PTA board meeting to be over the reflections program(havent a clue), I have this thought that keeps coming through, Im an idiot, I dont have a clue what Im doing there, Im not prepared and they are not going to take me serious. What is hitting me is that clutter is not allowing my mind to be free to think, to be inspired more, to know the next step. It is causing a block from my heart to my head. It is like a big old nasty rag that is stopping up the tunnel to feeling joy, freedom, and lightness. Today all I can do is pray and write. To sit with God and ask him to help me organize all the beautiful abundance he has placed before me and my family. I will write these things down and move forward without the clutter. And I will ask him to help me continue to organize to prevent days of clutter. No one is making the clutter for me. Clutter is only the result of not being prepared for abundance. God knows if we are ready to step into abundance. It is all around us ready for the taking and the living. It is up to us to heed the promptings to be prepared, to organize our lives, and to do... He wants us to not be tripped up. He will guide us but it is up to us to listen. He is calling for me to learn to organize my life now. He has been but now the opportunities are too big, I am too ready.
Posted on: Thu, 04 Sep 2014 15:16:11 +0000

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