I see you. . . Is something I have said to a few of the newly embraced families along our path. It is what I was told and didnt / couldnt understand in those first few hours, days and months. I understand now. I do what I do, not because I am a super human but because its what HAS to be done. YOU would do It too If your child had greater needs than those of a typical child. I grieve a little every day for the loss and no one can understand that unless they are living a life like ours. I LOVE my Olivia and am SO proud to be HER mami but the dreams I had for her in that first year of her life died on August 8, 2008. Today, my dreams for her are so different, still dream great and amazing things . . just very different. So, unless you have a child like mine that has needs greater than her typical sister or your typical child PLEASE dont tell me I was chosen or that I need to not feel the way I feel. Its real, honest, raw . . .It Is MY truth and MY reality.
Posted on: Sun, 09 Nov 2014 03:43:27 +0000
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