I went to see my normal Internal Medicine Doctor today for the first time In about 2.5 years. Id seen my fertility/baby docs 8 million times while going through our whole process so I didnt need to see her. Im writing this here to you so you see and for me so I remember. My Doc is GORGEOUS and put together and composed and one of the kindest most non-judgmental people Ive ever met. Back when I would visit her drunk or hungover she would BEG me to get help. Of course I dont remember and didnt listen to her. Fast forward a few years after Id returned from rehabs and been clean for a while but was still a mess of anxiety and depression because I hadnt dealt with my shit yet, she would BEG me to quit smoking. Yeah yeah yeah. I will when I get pregnant is what I would say. She knew I probably couldnt get pregnant with my husband. Fast forward to today. She walked in the door, ran to me and BEGGED me to see pictures of my babies. With tears in her eyes, and now mine too, she said, I cannot believe how much weve been through, Katy. I didnt think you would make it. We looked through all my pictures and videos and laughed through tears at all I would have missed had I not made it. I believe in miracles. Say it with me now. GRATITUDE ABOUNDS.
Posted on: Thu, 21 Nov 2013 22:04:56 +0000
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