I will remain independent and not allow any hypocrites to use my name for their selfishness and advancement of their personal egos. Lufuno, Maxwel, Lordwick, Masina, Seeco, Mthembu and few others can use my name because when days were dark they remained courageous, and mine was not to fight for personal battles but to wake up my fellow fighters that indeed the movement is in danger. Mine was for justice for all, fairness and building transparent movement for the poor. It was never about my self nor about personal benefits but for the protection of the last hope of our people. My concern was genuine, was to protect and alert the fighters that the hope of the extreme poor masses has been hijacked and been converted into personal agenda. Mine was to say no to praising an individual over an organization, it was to build the movement of the people not the franchise of friendship. Im from the Western Cape, Lufuno from Venda, Masina from Mpumalanga, Seeco from Northern Cape, Thulo from KZN, Maxwel from GP and others were coming from different provinces. Even the blind can see it was never been about friendship but revolutionary conviction and love to fight, defend and unite the last hope of our people, the dream for economic freedom in our life time. It was never about employment, positions, power nor about personal ambitions but for political will. As Shannon L. Alder will say You will never find the real truth among people that are insecure or have egos to protect. Truth over time becomes either guarded or twisted as their perspective changes; it changes with the seasons of their shame, love, hope or pride. Many found my name charming and suitable to gain political power, positions and to pursue personal agenda to feed their personal egos. Many find an opportunity to position themselves into comfort zones and to be members of parliaments. The serious problem in the EFF did not begin in December 2014 in Mangaung, it started long before May 2014 elections because those who joined the EFF for their personal interests and to feed themselves, used my name and others to secure seats in parliament. Many had to fabricate stories very fast so that they can be favorites of Julius Malema and I can be sideline, even those who signed membership from me and I introduced to the leadership of EFF turned against me but all I did not fought and seek refugee from the white media to fight my battles but kept my friends and fighters updated in my wall. But because those who were driven by uncontrollable ambitions used their journalists friends like Quinton Matyala to use my facebook updates to advance their campaign. Quinton Matyala was used so that he can secure a position of media-liason portfolio for the Western Cape or possibly for the CCT. I acted blindly and dumb because once his name was brought to me by Bernard Joseph so that I can put him in the PCT but I ignored him because to my self it never about friendship but through commitment and dedication. Today Im astonished by the behavior of Mpho Ramakatsa and Andile Mgxitama that when things are not in their favor they start to use my name to advance their personal agenda. Many will remember that after elections I never threatened nor write letters to Malema and question him by replacing my self in parliament with Bernard Joseph or Veronica Mente nor I wrote a letter ask him to put me in the provincial legislature but I remained principled member of the EFF. Although that was never enough for those who occupied positions using my name, they continued to purge me, ensuring that Im history, do not participate in EFF meetings and making sure that I do not attend the partys assembles including the national one, so that when truth prevail, I will be no longer EFF member. Ramakatsa and Mgxitama were both there used in the hope that in Mangaung they will be rewarded for dealing with me. Indeed in his actions I find similar arrogance with that of Malema as Shannon L. Alder nicely put it: Arrogance is someone claiming to have come to Christ, but they wont spend more than five minutes listening to your journey because they are more concerned about their own well being, rather than being a true disciple of Christ. Blessed is the person that takes the time to heal and hear another person so they can move on. I know I am not defiled by my impurities as one write once said Man is not defiled by his impurities. It is the other man pointing out his impurities to him, whom he is defiled by. Is there anything anyone can do, to become righteous, anyway? God made us impure. If he had a problem with that, He would have made us gods, instead. Therefore it is for this reason I do not want those who failed to stand up and raise their voice for unfairness and unjust actions of Julius Malema towards my self and others to drag my name in the mud. These people killed EFF together with Malema and in-fact it these who assisted Malema to take out the life of the peoples movement. When I needed them most, they were silent and enjoying company because things were working for their favor but today they expect my self to be part of their failure and I can not. I know the world belongs to lunatics or hypocrites but Ive chosen to be non but a fool who will fight for peoples justice, peace, rights and the total emancipation of the people of Africa and the world. Thank You.
Posted on: Tue, 27 Jan 2015 11:58:57 +0000
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