Insert 36 So this is how my life will always be? When someone does something wrong to you and they get punished for it they then want revenge then nam ndiphindise naye aphindise? So mna ndizophila lonto kengoku? I looked out the window ndicinga lento besiyi xelelwa ngumama notata, so I had a twin sister? I wonder ebezoba njani? Was it going to be a girl like me or a boy njengo Thandolwethu no Thandokazi? If it is a girl would she be slender just like me? Long hair nje ngam or short like Sisiphos? Would she have hazel eyes like mine? Would she be into modeling, dancing, karate and science just like me if she was still here? I smiled ngale imagination yam of my homemade twin sister... Dumie:Thandeka... Me:hmm? I looked at him and stopped smiling Dumie:cela uthathe ilaptop yam apho ezinyaweni zakho and switch it on for me please I took it out and switched it on ndafaka ipassword and turned it so that azokwazi ubona Dumie:ngathi izoba ngu mazdalele ngoku apha kuwe! Hay Im going to change it! Me:heh hay its not like ndizoyenza into nalo password akhonto endiyifunayo nje kuwe! Dumie:ndiyeke kaloku ndiyi tshintshe xa ungazokwenza nto! Me: mxm awuzilibali uright kewena yazi ngoba ba ndiyathanda ndingayi tshintsha ngoku ndingakoyiki nje! He looked at me Dumie:Thandeka ungakhe undenzele lonto mna! I smiled a bit and looked at him Me: ohh... He looked at me waphinde wajonga endleleni Dumie: Thandeka? Me:yeah? Dumie:how would you feel if Id ask you to come stay with me in Johannesburg just until this whole drama is over? Tjo! Me:and what about school? Dumie:zikhona kaloku nezikolo eJohannesburg unjani na? Me:Oh... Ok... My phone rang, I took it out of my back pocket and looked at it, it was from an unknown number Me:hello? Caller:its been long, but I guess we will meet again soon Me:bendicela ubuza ba ingaba ndithetha nabani? Caller:oh I see now you dont know me, let me think of something thatll make you remember me... I looked at Dumie Caller:ok... Im the man you accused of wanting to rape you and framed after murdering your own brother... Still remember his blood on your dress, hands? Me:I did not k-! Caller: You did not what? Kill him? You removed the knife and that... That is what caused his death, he bled to death because you removed the knife... You killed him! His blood is on your hands! You will pay for all the things you did to me and my family, you will pay for everything that youve put me through! I began to shake... Dumie grabbed the phone out of my hand Dumie:hello? Caller:hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! Dumie:hello? He hung up, Dumie locked the phone and put it inside the pocket of iblazer Dumie:that was him right? I nodded, he took my hand into his and squeezed it, Dumie has a way of making me feel safe and cared for I squeezed his hand too and he looked at me and smiled, I sat back and crossed my legs ndacinga izinto zam Me:I used to think people who commit suicide are stupid but know I understand why they do such things, they get threatened by people, people who are after their lives so they decide to take their lives themselves and die peacefully and save the bullet for someone else... Then we come judging them instead of giving them a round of applause for having isibindi sothatha ubom bakho before someone does it for you and leaving you to die a slow and painful death... I heard someone calling my name ndama kwezo ngcinga zam, it was uDumie Dumie:Thandeka? Me:hmm? Dumie: Dumie:stop it... Stop what? I looked at him ndinala confused face Dumie:what you are saying... Oh ixesha lonke ndicingba ndiyazcingela njee izinto zam, so you trying to tell me that I was thinking out loud Dumie:I promise you nothing will happen to you while Im still here, whenever you need me, Ill be there for you... Promise me you will always be honest with me Me:I promise... Dumie:Thandeka you know you can trust me with anything right? I nodded Dumie: always remember whenever you want to talk Ill always be here for you He stopped the car eGarage azogcwalisa imotor sizogqubeleka ngohambho lwethu Dumie:what are you going to have? Me:just water... Dumie:Thandeka uyaqaphela phofu ba ugqibele ukutya ngokuya sasisiza apha? Me:yeah, nxaki andilambhanga... Dumie:you have to eat something, ndiku phatele ntoni? Me:Simba chips ze Creamy cheese and still water thats it! He opened his door and got out , he closed the door and went inside the shop and came back after a few minutes carrying two plastic bags, he put one at the back for Sissy and Nono then he came to my side and opened the door wayibeka ezinyaweni zam enye ibag, stood there looking at me with eyes filled with sadness. He stared at me for a while, ndajonga kude ngoba bendingayazi ba mandithini, look at him? Yes? No? I played with my hands ndijonge ecaleni... He made me feel guilty nangona ndingenzanga nto Dumie:Thandeka, what you said earlier on reminded me of uBusisiwe, it reminded me of how she had suffered and how she felt left out. She felt like she had no one, and she had to carry her burden herself... She asked me to go see her, but I had to come fetch you first and when I got there she was no longer... Maybe if I went to see her earlier on she would still be here with us I looked at him ebendi jongile, he took both of my hands into his wandikhupa emotweni, I had my back against the back door, he held my hands tight and looked deep into my eyes Dumie:Ill always be there when you need me, nothing will ever happen to you... Im here for you I nodded, bendingayazi noba ndithini Dumie:I love you Thandeka, always had and always will he pulled me closer to him and wrapped his arms around my waist and held me tight, he came forward to kiss me on the cheek ndajika intloko and he landed on my lips, having his cold lips against mine made my body shiver a little, he let go of me slowly and moved back a little. He looked at me shocked Dumie:Im sorry thats- I looked at him and smiled a bit, he took my hand and led me back into the car I got inside and he closed the door for me, wajikela wangena kwelakhe icala and drove off... Kwathuleka emotweni, the only thing you could hear is the car nepacket ye chips ezi bendizitya... Dumie kept looking back espilini ndaske andayazi noba kwenzeka ntoni kengoku Me:whats wrong? Dumie:nothing faka ibhanti... Wake them up ubaxelele mabafake amabhanti I did as told ndavusa uNono noSissy and told them ba uDumie uthi mabanxibe amabhanti, balifaka then baphinda balala nam ndahlala kakuhle ndimane ndijonga emva I saw a black Merc ML engena number plate behind us ndaphinda ndajonga uDumie Me:ukhangela ntoni? Dumie:andikhangeli nto... Me:ubona ntoni? Dumie:ndibona iimotor... Me:ok... Dumisani whats wrong? I said with a serious look on my face Dumie:I think we are being followed... Intliziyo yam yama... Ubona ngantoni? Me:why usitsho? Dumie:because all the way from umtata oko besilandelwa yile ilapha emva kwethu ngoku then ngoku sise garage yamisa next to another one then yasilandela enye dissappeared... Me:what are we going to do? Dumie:we will wait until they make a move... He drove ngathi akwenzeki nto ephole entloko sana uDumie Me:masixelele utata! Dumie:jonga le ime ngakwi robots, izosilinda sifike then izoma apha ecaleni lakho... What they will do is, bazovala indlela phaa ngaphambile then do what they were sent to do Me:what do you think they will they do? Dumie:they will either take lomntu bamfunayo or kill one of us just to be equal... The other car kwi robots came and stopped ecaleni lam nyani, I began to shake bendifuna ukukhala Dumie:open there... I opened kwi cabin hole and looked at him Dumie:take that out envelope and the small brown box I took them out and bezisinda zombini and put them on my lap Dumie:open the envelope and take that out I opened the envelope and inside it was a gun! Me:I cant Dumisani! I began to cry Dumie:Thandeka dont do that please, just take it out and put it next to you Me:theyre not that stupid they wouldnt do anything kukhona ezinye imotor! Dumie:they not smart thats the thing and we not even sure noba ezi imotor zilapha zonke ayizizo ezabo! I kept quiet Dumie:now Thandeka take the gun out of the envelope and put the bullets in it... Me:I dont know how to do that! Lets just call utata then he will tell us what to do! Dumie:sapha wohlulakele! He took them away from me and put them on his lap and loaded the gun while driving, when he was done he put the gun between me and him and he carried on driving he locked all doors and closed all the windows, he took his phone out and made a call, he kept trying but ayaphendulwa he hung up and tried calling other people Dumie:we are being followed... 2 black Mercedes Benz ML no plates... Me and the girls... Thandeka knows but the others are sleeping... Shit!... He hung up and put the phone inside his blazer pocket and carried on driving Me:was that utata? Dumie:jonga ecaleni lakho kulomotor and tell me who that man is ebackseat... I looked at him ndizama ukucinga ba ingaba ngubani, ndothuka Me:he looks like Anathis father... But- Dumie:it is him... Dumie took his phone out and made a call but ayabanjwa I phone he tried again then gave up Dumie:Marcus is in P.E... I took my phone out and tried calling Thulani, maybe he could help. I called him on his phone and he didnt answer, I tried again but no answer still I called him sele ndimncama then he picked up Me:Thulani its me Thandeka- Thulz:I know its you now what do you want from me? I kept quiet, did he really have to talk like this? I dont know why I even bothered calling him because it seems like he wouldnt even care noba kungenzeka ntoni kum Me:bendicela undisendele inumber ka Andile or Luzuko Thulz:uzoyithini? Ufuna ntoni? Me:bendicela ubacele bandiphonele ke xa ungafuni ngenumbers zabo! Thulz:ndizobaxelela xa ndiphuma kwi meeting yam akakangeni kodwa undixelela ngophuma kwakhe thatll be too late Me:subasazihlupha itll be too late ngoko... Thulz:uphi? Me:goodbye Thula- I heard tyres screeching, I saw a bright light flashing right into my eyes, I heard a bang! I could hear people calling my name, bebevakala ngathi bakude but I couldnt move an inch, I heard gunshots I cant remember anything else... Kwavele kwaba mnyyyyyaaaaaammmmaaaa! And I was out!
Posted on: Sat, 05 Jul 2014 08:34:53 +0000
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