Insert32 After fernando called ndavele nda worse ekulilena i - TopicsExpress

Insert32 After fernando called ndavele nda worse ekulilena i was really hurting ndandingekayamkeli into yoba u Lona left me,she left me without a notice ndandizibuza imibuzo engenampendulo uba was i the reason behind all that happened or what?bendililela phezulu kengoku and holding my pillow ndiyiqinisile until i came down maybe it was 20+ minutes i got up ndaya e bathroom i washed my face,utata ebeselele yena kuba it was all dark so ndaphindela ezingubeni ndingenabuthongo.Bendicinga uLona i really missed her ndade ndalala. I woke up around 6 ndaphakama and made my bed ndayohlamba,the cuts where not bad but bezisebuhlungu xandigalela amanzi so bendizicenga after ndigqibile i took new bandages ndazibopha and wore my uniform ndaya e kitchen sendi late utata was there ecofa his phone and eating.Xandingena wandijonga Me:goodmorning Dad:morning [i took my bowl and made myself oats i took my bowl ndayohlala e lounge ndatya in silence and i finished ndayothatha my bag ] Utata yena ebesephethe izitixo so ndaphuma endlini and walk to thr car while he was still buzy locking the house.Wafika ngasemotweni and opened it ndangena e back naye wangena sahamba. Apha endleleni oko kwakuthulekile kungakhala nomculo sade sayofika ngasesikolweni xakufuneka ndehlile it laqalisa ixhala kum but ndavele ndaphuma and waved utata wahamba.Bendikhathazekile my dad was mad at me ebengathethi nam xayendishiya esikolweni she always told me uba undithanda kangakanani na.For a second ndakhe ndema ngase gating ndicinga how Lona used to smile xayendibona kuba wayedlangondilinda ngase gating yena noStha. Ndama apho until ndothuswa yi bell ndakhawuleza ukuya e classin and my classmates were looking apha kum ngathi abanye bayandisizela abanye babo yayingathi bayoyika nondijonga.Ndabeka my bag ndaphinda ndaphuma kuba it was assembly time,ndahamba ke ndodwa ndafika ndema kwabe kuculwa ndithule kemna.Kwathandazwa kwagqitya kwafika ixesha loba i principal ithethe and he talked The principal:Goodmorning leaners,this is the other day that is not good at all we are still mourning for one of our leaner i think you all know her now,We have not been informed about the funeral[wathetha lonto inde ke wabe ecela abafundi uba bancedise ngemali encinci for uba kusiwe kulo lona and he asked the choristers to co-operate nazo] After he finished talking sahamba to our classes mna bendililolo ndihamba ndodwa ndimane ndidibana negquba labantu bendijongile. Imini yahamba phofu mna i was there physically not mentally.Bendihlala ndodwa kengoku e deskin yam.Bendingava nento efundiswayo,now i period ibiyi technology ndiyivela kude ne teacher. Ndive xandi krwecwa ngomnye umntana who sat next to me,ndothuka ndalaqaza and my teacher was asking a question phofu zange ndive Teacher:Go get some fresh air and get back when you are fine [i really needed that ndavele ndaphuma nge speed to phandle ndaya e toilet ndazivalela ndahlala phantsi and closed my eyes ndajongisa intloko phantsi] After 10 minutes ndaphuma phaya and it was already break time so ndaya straight e classin xandifika pha i class prefect told me that i was called e staffroom ngu mrs we technology andabisahlala ke nam ndaya Ndafika ke pha and bekukho i teachers zonke ndangqala straight kulo undibizileyo ndiyosabela Me:mam i heard that you called me Teacher:Come [wandibamba ngengalo to the principals office sangena pha and she told the priccipal about me and lona and how she thought i was distructed wandicelela noba ndigoduke and the principal agreed] I went to take my school bag u teacher offered to take me to my dads workplace so ndahamba naye on our way bekuthe cwaka ndandimxelele uba uphangelaphi and she knew the place so wandibeka e gating ndabulela and walked in there ndayofika e officin katata who was not there eye kwi meeting so i put my bag down and layed on the floor bekukho i mat mos ndangqengqa ke and waited for dad wade wafika Dad:bbe yonke into i right Me:yes dad Dad:why are you here so earlly Me:bandikhululile Dad:ufuna ndikugoduke kuba kusekusasa you cant stay here yonke imini Me:cela undigoduse [utata wandigodusa kwangoko wafika wandishiya and went back to work] Ndashiyeka ndodwa ke kwade kwa late utata wafika nokutya as ussuall satya and i went home inoba it was around 7 Me:goodnight [utata zange aphendule ndabe sendiphakamile ndahamba ndngena ezingubeni ndacima isibane] Intsuku went by mna ndingasathethi kakhulu notata kuba bendibanobuthongo kakhulu and esikolweni kwathwa ndize after the funeral besekudlule i weekend enye and it was thursday and the funeral was suturday. Lonas dad was out with bail mos wayebanjiwe since uLona used his gun. Umama wam yena wayesaxoxiswa engekaphumi nenyani. Thursday morning dad woke me up Me:tata Dad:vuka sizohamba Me:where to Dad:kulo Lona they need us Me: okey [i woke up ndakhawulezisa ndahlamba sahamba] Safika pha bekuphithizela bekuse kwanesithinzi kulo lona kwase kwaxweba naphandle,bekukho a few cars.Sangena where Lonas mom was #Larnie