Insert34 Lonas mom obviously knew sia but sia was confused kancinci Sia:i was her girlfriend Lmom:she used to talk about you more often Sia:really Lmom:she loved you Sia:i loved her Lmom:im sure Sia:im just here to see you Lmom:well thanks for coming Sia:id love to know what happened Lmom:you dont know Sia:no i ddnt even know she was gone until her friend called me but she ddnt tell me what happened Lmom:she shot herself,she commited suicide Sia:what?but why how could she Lmom:alot happened,im not sure if i want to talk about it now Sia:i think i have got to go Lmom:im sorry Sia:no i am sorry mam [she got up wahamba she seemed furious wacela sihambe sahamba ke savalelisa kumama ka lona] Saya emotweni she wanted to take me home so ndavuma since bekuzofuneka ndithathe i taxi.She drove i directed her to my house apha endleleni besithule until she broke the ice Sai:you and her were too close Me:i cant say Sia:sure [kwaphinda kwakho and akward silence sade sayofika endlini wamisa by the gate] Me:thanks see you [ndavula icango and i walked out] Sia:mila Me:yes Sia:thank you for everything Me:sure She drove off I got in the house ndabe ndidiniwe i made myself something to eat and stayed switched on a tv ndabukela. I finished eating ndayohlamba isitya then went back ndafika i phone yam igqiba ukhala and ibiyi number endingayaziyo. It rang again ndisacinga ndayibamba Me:hello Caller:atlast is everything okey with you ive been trying to call you Me:who is this Caller:sorry its fernando remember we met at the hospital Me:i remember you Nando:ive been trying to get hold of you Me:i have been busy Nando:the other day when i called where you okey Me:yeah Nando:cool then,please save my number because ill be calling you more often from now on Me:why Nando:i was hoping we could be friends if thats okey with you ofcourse Me:its fine Nando:cool can we meet tomorow for drinks Me:no Nando: oh why Me:ill be busy im attending my friends funeral tomorow so ill be unavailable Nando:sorry i did not know sorry maybe some other time Me:sure Nando:later Me:bye [he hung up] Ndandisothukile kancinci yi call yakhe i smiled at the fact that he wanted to be friends with me wow Later my dad got home with keke bephethe i plastics mna ndabe ndingqengqe esofeni ndibukele i tv Dad:babe [he came for a kiss ] Me:daddy Keke:molo ntombi Me:hi sis Dad:whe brought you something to wear for ngomso Me:really can i see [keke handed me i plastic bag ndajonga ibiyi lokhwe e black enemikhono emide and white pumps ndabulela ke] i took my clothes ndayobeka e roomin and went back where they were i cought them kissing they stoped basandibona Me:sorry Dad:im sure you hungry we brought you something thina sesityile Me:thanks nzotyela e roomin Dad:goodnight Ndahamba to my room ndafika ndazivalela ndabeka kutya phezukwe bed and changed to my pjamaz ndahlala phezu kwe bed and ate ndimane ndijonga i phone yam kaloku i was expecting a call from Nando kuba wayethe uzophona later,phofu i thought he said so. I finished eating engekaphone umntu i gues he was too busy,ndancama ke ndade ndalala. Ndavuswa ngukeke in the morning she was on my dads t-shirt and boxers hee.Ebendivusela uba ndiyohlamba since bebegqibile bona I got up made my bed ndahamba ndayohlamba i finished ndayotya before getting dressed.We all finished eating now it was about 8:30am ndahamba ndayinxiba then sahamba.I left my phone phezukwe bedsahamba. Safika ke pha bekugcwele zimoto and people safika saya endlini where bekukho the morning servise safika sangena we sat down bekuculwa i sawe Lonas mom ehleli phantsi wearing all black i smiled at her but she did not respond.That broke my heart kancinci but mna bendicingentoni.Kwaqhutywa i service ke kwafika ixesha loba kubonwe uLona,kwaya a family first,bendihleli next to keke Keke:are you ready [i nooded] We stood up ndasandela to the coffin and i saw her She was different ibingathi she changed her skin clolour ebe dark now she was wering her blazor and a dress ethwalisiwe entloko. After i saw her i prayed ngaphakathi asking God to make me strong.The morning service ended kwayiwa kwi tent kwaqhutywa ke isingcwabo kumane kuthetha abantu then kwafika i turn katatakhe wathetha nd he blamed himself for lonas death it was an imotional moment and he said that he deserves to rot in jail and does not deserve forgiveness after everything,wathetha all painfull words wade wagqiba. Kwayiwa e grave yard later,when the coffin went down i looked at it and a tear escaped from my eye and i just could not stand it ndahamba to my dad ndacela the car keys ndaya emotweni ndahlala e back ndabiwa bubuthongo ndalala. I woke up bekusesemini ndajonga ngaphandle bekukho a few people caba abanye bebemkile ndabe sendizojongwa ngutata and wathi i have to go ndiyobeka itye and he said it was important wangena and droke to the yard ndaphuma emotweni ndaya ndakha umhlaba that was next to the grave ndagalela and turned back to the car and went back kuloLona #Larnie
Posted on: Fri, 07 Nov 2014 11:42:19 +0000
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