It is not always easy to express things that feel very emotional, but I believe that if we do not process, learn, and try to understand what is holding conflicts in our lives then it is harder to be happy. Sometimes life does not feel like it makes much sense and you cant avoid negativity. I wonder which people even care if they hurt someone or if they even enjoy causing pain. There are so many things that people have to do and think about in their everyday lives so dealing with crappy attitudes on top of everything else can be very stressful. Most people can not be happy all the time but we still decide how we treat others and ourselves. People need to learn not to take everything personal, and not flip out if someone says something they do not like, we also need to know how to talk to each other. I dont think that anyone should continuously put themselves in situations that brings them down but sometimes we need to have a thick skin and look past the things that bother us. Some people have a way of getting in your head and when you let them in your heart you have to figure where you are willing to put yourself and what you can deal with. I try to think that in the moments that feel the worst, and with all the uncertainty in my life, I have still been fine, and that even when I have no idea what to do with myself I can still choose to go with the flow of my life and not freak out when it is changing. For most people it is not enjoyable to feel like a downer and feel like people think you are just complaining but I think we all could do better by dealing with issues rather than letting them build to the point where something insignificant pushes us over the edge. I really dont want to get involved with most the things that people say and do I have already had enough drama in my life. I think that people should be able to be honest and say what they feel but for the most part other peoples business is not mine. I do try to watch what I say and how I say it but nobody is perfect, there will always be people that I dont vibe with, I just dont want to cause hurt feelings over nothing; so I would rather move on then push myself on someone. No matter how hard you try to not upset people you will more than likely still offend someone but it is not our responsibility to always make everyone happy. There are situations I would have liked to handle differently but I want to try to move forward from here and not let things around me determine who I am or how I behave. I dont know who reads or even cares what I have to say or what people think or take from what I share but I dont want to live in a world where I am not allowed to express what I want. When you try to be real with others they might not know how to handle it or tell you what you should or shouldnt say but no one owns anyone else. You can try to parent or police the world all you want but that is just your ego trying to feel like you can control everything around you. None of us have all the answers or even need them to be able to have contentment. It is not easy for me to be open and share personal stuff so I usually delete it the next day if I do. Sometimes I delete it because things can lose significance in our minds when we give ourselves some time, but most of the time I delete it because I see that most people do not speak out about the things they go through, and this teaches people how they should behave. It is sad that it is more acceptable to talk crap, use people, and look down on each other than to tell each other how something makes us feel. I think this world would be a better place to live in if we could all try to understand what people are dealing with and have had to overcome in their lives so we can feel more empathy for each other.
Posted on: Sat, 20 Sep 2014 03:54:21 +0000
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