Its after 9 pm of this day last year that I woke up in the ER - TopicsExpress



          

Its after 9 pm of this day last year that I woke up in the ER confused and in pain. Its a very scary episode of my life. ( it scared me to life :) ). It makes me realized how fragile the body is, how life is so precious and so short, how I always wished to live a long life and to grow old with the husband. I still want to do this and that, to go see places, to do things and to visit brothers and sisters, friends, cousins, relatives. No matter how much I still want to live, to work, to be with my family and to be around for a long time, no matter how I still want to see my kids growing up and to see my grand kids. I still want to reach retirement age when I can sit around doing nothing or do gardening in my dream back yard or travel the world. I still want to build and live in a log cabin on the hillside by the small creek with a dog, 2 golden cats, a donkey, a few chickens and a few ducks. All of those wishes and dreams can disappear in a blank of an eye and illness and death can take over faster than the speed of light. it can take over against all my wishes and dreams. This had changed my perspective and view of life, job, $, people. This reminded me how to let go of things and of people. Im forever grateful for a second chance to live and to dream again. Every morning I thank God for another day and for a chance to be alive and well. A Monday is actually a great day because I know there will be more days ahead to work and to earn a living and to live the dream. :) I try to remind myself that when the time comes I will have no control over it and no time to think it over. I try to remind myself that there will be a better place and its ok to let go of this world, but for now just enjoy life to the fullest.
Posted on: Thu, 02 Oct 2014 03:25:33 +0000

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