Its been 87 days since Ive put down nicotine and at this point I question why I keep sharing that. After I question myself I realize every time I practice something that works in my favor.I forget the only reason things work in my favor is because of the things that I practice. There I go confusing myself again but its my truth. I wasnt practicing tolerance and patience this week and I ended up in a situation that cost me some things and possibly damaged a relationship or two. You know whats sad is that I saw it coming, felt it coming,and knew the end result and instead of practicing what keeps me free, I did just the opposite and end up in bondage literally and figuratively. In the moment I felt some way, mischievous I guess you can call it. I was looking for something external to feed the beast and I got more than I asked for, which is what usually happens. Im gonna charge this one to the game and thank God for the gift of the moment. Lesson learned.
Posted on: Sat, 29 Mar 2014 02:57:35 +0000
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