Its no secret how agonizing it is for me staying all alone in this house... which feels gigantic now that its empty. Its definitely felt like a torture chamber the past two nights. Despite that and the pleas from the folks that care about me, I will NOT abandon this place. I will NEVER leave my family home. I busted ass and gave more blood, sweat, and tears than should have been necessary to get here... but with the help of loved ones, I got here. Fueled by corruption and/or blind hatred some lower forms of humanity wasted their time, greed, and malevolence by suggesting that I and/or Sydney Monique are secretly violent, abusive people who would recklessly endanger our children. On my ol ladys behalf all I will say is that the primary driving force behind me choosing to settle down with her is that she is the most loving, protective, and fun-to-be-around mother I have ever met... save one Darlene Riviere, of course. Hancocks DHS suggestion that Sydney is either abusive or willing to place her desires (or anyones, for that matter) beyond the well-being of either of her two angels is the most ridiculous action in their entire history of abuses, slanders, and mistakes - and it is no secret in this town just how long that chapter of history reads. As for yours truly, I dont think the fools making these epic decisions were aware at the time that my only priority in this lifetime is my woman and my children; that as Im confined to servitude all evening long, the only thought that gets me through is that of seeing and being with them after Ive rushed home... and in making the three of them feel unexpected joy whenever Ive got an excuse to pull some loving surprise from up my sleeves. If they were competent or caring enough to do any halfway investigation of me what they might learn is that Id do and give anything for both my woman and my babies, that over the years Ive been there to support people - including the love of my life - whove actually been victims of domestic violence and abuse because I was fortunate enough to have the most loving and righteous of parents to look up to, and that I was never even charged much less arrested for a single thing because this is the MAN that I was successfully taught how to become. Nevertheless, I discovered that this particularly foul corner of the state is quite willing and able to conveniently side-step civil rights, the Constitution, and common sense at their sole discretion and my children were kidnapped. The immediate result of this horrendous act was irreparable damage and suffering caused to, most importantly, both of our amazing and beautifully innocent babies... and naturally to both wonderful and loving parents... to all the grandparents of my children... all aunts, uncles, great aunts, great uncles, great grandparents, close friends of the family, and outward even further as a jarring ripple of bewildering agony, astonishment, and gut-wrenching heartbreak. The ongoing and lasting results include the exponential growth of that same pain and heartbreak, uncontrollable rollercoaster rides of unstoppable emotions for all those affected, the straining of relationships and bonds, and this great, haunting, silent family home I refuse to abandon. I cant help but to constantly miss my family every second of every waking hour, and Ive found no way to keep from repeatedly envisioning their return in my mind... yet I wont let it run me out of this place. As I said, I worked very hard to get here... Sydney often made remarks to the effect that wed finally, at last, been rewarded for all our hard work with the perfect home and perfect family life wed both been hoping for just before this crisis occurred. Id be smiling proudly in total agreement with that assessment. It really is what Id always wanted, for all of us, and therefore what I worked my ass off to obtain. So no, despite torture and the worst pain of my life thus far I will not abandon my family home. As long as I am here and I have breath my family lives, my family is unbreakable, and I will see these monsters - whose claim to fame is that they do what is in the best interest of the children - kiss my ass and retreat back into the shadows of hell with their tails between their legs long, loooong before either I or my family become permanently injured or broken. You simply do not have what it takes to frighten, intimidate, or defeat the family that love built and that I protect.
Posted on: Sun, 06 Jul 2014 08:27:28 +0000
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