Ive been nervous to get on here and speak out.. even anonymous.. just would feel good to do it today. Every day is confusing and just as hard I truly dont know if itll ever get better or if Im still in mourning? I know the pain does not let up.. Ten years ago today..I had my son, still born, I was 6months... the scariest most heartbreaking event I have ever had to go through. I often wonder what hed be like, his personality.. what he would look like, what his interests would be... Last year.. I also had a miscarriage, Now I am so scared to even try again. I still keep my faith strong and hold on to hope. I wish my heart would mend itself.. heres a little something I wrote. -The pain will always be there in the back of my mind, but the thoughts of you will forever burn in my heart. The memory of holding you in my arms, if just for an instance in time, is always with me and it shall never fade. The love I felt, I still feel and though we never spoke, we never hugged, we never got the chance to share our favorite things, we have lived a lifetime together, if only in my heart- R.I.P KWS.. love and respect to all the mothers who are mourning their little ones. Hugs..
Posted on: Wed, 05 Mar 2014 08:04:06 +0000
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