Ive decided to re visit FB with an angle from beyond the veil. I myself have decided to collect stories to post here. These stories tempted me to stay around a bit longer as they where so inspiring. So with love and a humbling hello I hope you enjoy them as they get posted. I needed to lose everything, reach rock bottom, and decide to stay or do I go now..as the song goes. So I have started interviewing people and helping with a site. So here is some hope if and when someone close pops over the rail or checks out for now. This may offer a smile from beyond the rail. ------------------------------------------------------------------------ It is the 11th of February 1996. I had postpartum preeclampsia after the birthing of my youngest son the day before. I gave a normal birth to my son which lasted 1 hour and 15 minutes, when the doctors wouldn’t cut in me, give me a C-section even though there was an imminent danger of cramps, when the risk of bleeding to death due to my lack platelets was great, when my preeclampsia persisted after birth. The child, my son (my 10th child) was fortunately healthy and was fine after the birth (he lives today and is still going strong, he will soon be 17 years old). I bled from nose, mouth and the eyes, as I lacked white blood cells in my blood, they are affected in preeclampsia. The personnel and the attending physician came once an hour to take blood samples. I received intravenous platelets in the arm, and some other form of medicine that I do not remember. I knew that I was very ill. The attending physician came once an hour to check on me, and samples were taken of my blood once per hour, through day and night. I was luckily with my newborn son and was so happy; I also got to breastfeed him. At some point during the evening of the 11th February, I sat in my bed with pillows supporting my back, as I had just breastfed my son and put him back in his crib. I felt very weak and ill, I also felt befuddled and dizzy. Then I knew, when I would lie down, I would die. I just got that knowing in a calm manner, without drama I just noted it. Feeling very tired and exhausted, I tried all I could do to remain sitting, but then I couldn’t go on, and lied down in the bed. Then I died, in silence and calm, by feeling and observing slipping out of my body, out of the back of my head, right after I floated in the air under the ceiling of the hospital room I was in, while my body was still in bed, with my son sleeping by the bed in his crib. I died – and floated slowly and calmly out of my body, as it was the most natural thing in the world. After floating under the ceiling, I left the room, leaving behind my body, the hospital ward and the hospital where I lied down with my newborn son. After leaving the hospital, I reached some nice, very comforting and soft darkness. It felt so nice, soft and loving. Then I saw a light very far away, but it came closer and closer while the soft and loving darkness pushed me towards the light, and then I was surrounded by this unearthly loving, very beautifully radiating light. In that overwhelming radiating loving light, I met a glowingly beautiful, very loving being. It was as if I knew him (it was apparently a he), I knew then that I knew him, and felt completely comfortable and happy. His loving presence completely surrounded me, and together we went try my life and all that I had experienced in a loving way, not any judging way. It was observed, and all the feelings involved during the life were examined. All was and felt good to see with him. While we were observing something particularly good, came my good friend, this light being, with a kind of joy outbreak of light and loving messages about what good I had done in that moment we observed. We communicated with the use of our thoughts and mind. There were a lot of smiles and happiness related with the review of my life, even though my life was anything else than easy. It had been tough, with many tears, betrayal, loneliness, abuse and more, but also much joy with my grandparents and good playmates during my childhood, and later with my own children. All situations were examined, and all the good was emphasized and shown. I could see it with him; endure it all without feeling a single negative emotion through it, which is strange to think about after. There in my near-death experience, it didn’t make me wonder, almost nothing made me wonder and question during the throughout the near-death experience. Only much after, when I thought back, did I wonder about some of these experiences I had then. I was told what was especially good, and that also includes experiences where I had acted with my heart, and not giving it any particular thought, this was really pointed out. In this way, I got to know what is especially good. To be and act in love with the heart To be happy and be as good and pure in heart as possible with others. Not to lie, but to stand by myself and take care of myself. Be true to myself and my own values. To forgive without accepting negative actions from other, to let go and forgive. To stay in joy. To be in the present as much as possible. To nourish myself. To be my own best friend. To be others good friend, and also remember that we all have our own path, to learn and work on accepting this. To not brood over problems, but let go of them when it’s difficult, and to address the challenges and problems again when I have the strength to overcome them. To forgive myself and not push myself too much, to feel myself more and not cross my own limits and values. To be good and honor ALL living. I learned that death, that to die is so amazingly beautiful and full of joy and love. I felt myself to be very awake and aware the whole time, I was immensely curious and observing, and my awareness was unearthly, much larger than we I am here in life. I could see 360 degrees around myself, I could focus on what I wanted to and it close-up without any problems, even without thinking about it. I could look up, down, forward and behind me all at once. I felt more fresh and energized than ever, much more than when I am in life. I had the feeling that I could do anything, not that I thought about it, but I had no problems at all, and never speculated on anything negative. I was energized, joyful and curious. I was there in the present moment, totally in the present. Felt no pain or gave it any thought. At the same time I went through the life review, with all the emotions and experiences, together with this vibrant and very loving being who I just knew so well, without knowing from where, other than it must have been when I was in the afterlife, when I have been physically dead. I was whole and totally safe. Everything was sharper and I could focus on it when I wanted to, colors were clearer and vibrant. My field of view was all around. It was so beautiful and all the colors were unearthly beautiful. I was so happy and calm during all of my near-death experience. I have hearing loss in my life, I did not have that in death, and I could hear much better than ever in my life. I had no trouble with my hearing; the sounds were beautiful and melodic. The conversations I had with others did not take place with sound, but rather with telepathy. I was completely filled with emotions, such as great joy; deep, deep love; comfort; gratitude; freedom; ‘EVERYTHING is as it should be’ feeling; All is well… I got to know from the radiating being, my loving friend, that I was only on a visit here at the other side of death, and that I should return to life again. I didn’t take this message in, and didn’t pay attention to it, because I was occupied but everything else going on, all that I got to know, everything that happened, and all the love and joy that I felt. I was told that I would be divorced with my husband later on, because we couldn’t go on together, my former husband and me. That we both had something else to do and that I should look at it as a joyful thing for me, that it would give me joy and much freedom to be divorced, but that it wasn’t to happen just yet. That I should forgive my then-husband and his actions and attitude. That I should with joy and gratitude go on with my life after, even though he would hurt me deeply, because it was required for me to let go on him. I was also told that I would get to have many delightful experiences thereafter, and begin to write and publish books about subjects I didn’t know about yet. Then I was also told that I would work with something completely different from then on, from what I had worked with up to then, I would get completely different goals about the future compared to now. That I should take care of myself and my health, to be good to my body, if I was that, I would be able to reach those goal I had set myself before I came into this life, and that it would give me so much happiness to reach these goals. That there were also great challenges ahead, which I had set myself to overcome in this life, and that I should work on not letting it weigh me down, but rather take it in stride and with joy, and forgive myself if I didn’t progress as quick as I wanted to. It would give me great wisdom, understanding and peace of mind to work with these problems. I should remember to ask for help, because I would receive it, and it was very important for me to learn that it would take its time, it was said with laughter. When I got sad from then on, should I remember and learn to focus on the joy, to remember all the good that had happened in my life, that it would heal my emotional wounds. I would meet a lot of nice people, good friends and souls, so I should be looking forward to that. I would also find love again between man and woman much later, and it would be the dessert of the life I have, for both of us, and then much laughter followed in a compassionate way. Right then I was shown how he looks, he who would be my great love in the future, so that I could recognize him that day off in the future when I would meet him. The reason that I was told this was to give me enough calm so that I would work on myself, and on that life that I want to have, when I know that with the love will happen one day. After the review of my past and future, I visited a very beautiful and lively landscape, where I had the experience of taking a walk with my energetic and radiating friend. All the colors were so beautiful and vibrant, as if everything was alive and buzzing. Here I reached a beautiful spot, where some souls came towards me, I recognized some of them, those I had known in my current life, those who had passed at that time. My grandparents, all four who I loved so much in my life, were also there, they smiled and were quite happy, they gave me many hugs and much love, and they told me that they had fun and were well, and they worked on whatever they desired the most. I also met several friends who had passed away, and they had come to greet me. They all said that I had to go back, and it wasn’t my time yet. Everyone were so healthy and smiling, and those who had been old, looked at least 20 years younger. I felt very strong, and was then absolutely sure that there is meaning to everything big that happens to us in our lives, including everything I experienced in my near-death experience, there is a meaning with the lives we have. I then met a group of souls, who I didn’t know from this life, but when I saw them, I just knew that I knew them deep in my soul, it were them who I knew the best and I cared most about, it were those who I feel the most connected with in all of the universe!!! I was totally filled with happiness by the reunion, so much that it felt like I cried of joy and surprise. Meanwhile I wondered a lot about why in my 42 years I had lived, I had at no point remembered them, those of all… It was overwhelming and indescribable wonderful to meet them. Now that I look back upon that, I can see that it wasn’t all or just a bit of what happens in the afterlife that I saw there. What I saw and experienced, was specially arranged for me and to me, now that I was visiting. I was at the same time so enveloped of the experience of this near-death experience, that I didn’t think about whom I was or where I came from, or for that matter worried myself about it. Neither did I think about wanting to get back. I only wanted to be right there, where I was and experienced, it took all my attention completely. Suddenly a young man stood in front of me, and I knew that he also was my newborn son. He stared at me intensely, and then a voice shouted, his voice throughout the place: “Mom, you promised me to be my mother in this life! Otherwise I wouldn’t be here!” Then immediately I was propelled back to my body with immense speed, it only took a split-second to come back, and it hurt incredibly to get back in my body… When I was leaving the hospital, the attending physician told me that I was that patient, who had been the most ‘gone’, and then came back again. He said that they couldn’t do so much in that situation, other than give me plenty of platelets, watch me and then pray to God… Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes Some of the music, and the colors that I saw and experienced do not exists here on Earth, they were unearthly. Some of the things I was shown, which is worked with in the afterlife, are difficult to describe because it doesn’t exists here. At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Yes I died, and floated calmly out of my body, as the most natural thing in the world. Floated up under the ceiling and then left the room, my body, and the hospital where my newborn son and I lied. At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? I felt very alert and fresh all the time, I was very curious and observing, and my awareness was unearthly – much larger than when I am here in life. I could see 360 degrees around me; I could focus on what I wanted to look closer on without problems and without thought. I could look up, down, back and forth all at once. How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain: I felt very alert and fresh all the time, I was very curious and observing, and my awareness was unearthly – much larger than when I am here in life. I could see 360 degrees around me; I could focus on what I wanted to look closer on without problems and without thought. I could look up, down, back and forth all at once. Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? Yes I saw everything sharper, and could focus when I wanted to. The colors were much clearer and vibrant, my field of view was 360 degrees. It was so beautiful, all colors were unearthly beautiful. I was so glad, happy and calm during the whole near-death experience. Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)? Yes I have hearing loss in my life, I didn’t have that in death, I heard much better than ever in life. I had no trouble with hearing, sounds were nice and melodic. The conversations I had didn’t use sound but rather telepathy. Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes What emotions did you feel during the experience? Great happiness. Deep, deep love. Well-being. Gratitude. Freedom. A feeling of all is as it should be. All is well. Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? Yes After I had left the hospital, I entered a pretty, comforting and soft darkness. It was soothing. There I saw a light very far away which came closer and closer, while the very soft darkness pushed me towards the light, and then I was immersed in this unearthly loving radiating light. Did you see a light? Yes After I had left the hospital, I entered a pretty, comforting and soft darkness. It was soothing. There I saw a light very far away which came closer and closer, while the very soft darkness pushed me towards the light, and then I was immersed in this unearthly loving radiating light. Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes In that overwhelming radiating loving light, I met a glowingly beautiful, very loving being. It was as if I knew him (it was apparently a he), I knew then that I knew him, and felt completely comfortable and happy. His loving presence completely surrounded me, and together we went try my life and all that I had experienced in a loving way, not any judging way. It was observed, and all the feelings involved during the life were examined. All was and felt good to see with him. While we were observing something particularly good, came my good friend, this light being, with a kind of joy outbreak of light and loving messages about what good I had done in that moment we observed. We communicated with the use of our thoughts and mind. There were a lot of smiles and happiness related with the review of my life, even though my life was anything else than easy. It had been tough, with many tears, betrayal, loneliness, abuse and more, but also much joy with my grandparents and good playmates during my childhood, and later with my own children. All situations were examined, and all the good was emphasized and shown. I could see it with him; endure it all without feeling a single negative emotion through it, which is strange to think about after. There in my near-death experience, it didn’t make me wonder, almost nothing made me wonder and question during the throughout the near-death experience. Only much after, when I thought back, did I wonder about some of these experiences I had then. Did you experience a review of past events in your life? Yes In that overwhelming radiating loving light, I met a glowingly beautiful, very loving being. It was as if I knew him (it was apparently a he), I knew then that I knew him, and felt completely comfortable and happy. His loving presence completely surrounded me, and together we went try my life and all that I had experienced in a loving way, not any judging way. It was observed, and all the feelings involved during the life were examined. All was and felt good to see with him. While we were observing something particularly good, came my good friend, this light being, with a kind of joy outbreak of light and loving messages about what good I had done in that moment we observed. We communicated with the use of our thoughts and mind. There were a lot of smiles and happiness related with the review of my life, even though my life was anything else than easy. It had been tough, with many tears, betrayal, loneliness, abuse and more, but also much joy with my grandparents and good playmates during my childhood, and later with my own children. All situations were examined, and all the good was emphasized and shown. I could see it with him; endure it all without feeling a single negative emotion through it, which is strange to think about after. There in my near-death experience, it didn’t make me wonder, almost nothing made me wonder and question during the throughout the near-death experience. I was told what was especially good, and that also includes experiences where I had acted with my heart, and not giving it any particular thought, this was really pointed out. In this way, I got to know what is especially good. To be and act in love with the heart. To be happy and be as good and pure in heart as possible with others. Not to lie, but to stand by myself and take care of myself. Be true to myself and my own values. To forgive without accepting negative actions from other, to let go and forgive. To stay in joy. To be in the present as much as possible. To nourish myself. To be my own best friend. To be others good friend, and also remember that we all have our own path, to learn and work on accepting this. To not brood over problems, but let go of them when it’s difficult, and to address the challenges and problems again when I have the strength to overcome them. To forgive myself and not push myself too much, to feel myself more and not cross my own limits and values. To be good and honor ALL living. I learned that death, that to die is so amazingly beautiful like an enormous ethereal rainbow and full of joy and love. Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes That I was only on visit on the other side, that I would have to go back again. I didn’t really take this message in, and didn’t take notice of it, as I was totally absorbed in all that was happening and all that love and happiness there. I was told that I would get divorced later, because I and my husband couldn’t walk on the same path anymore. That we both needed to do something else, and that I should see it as a joyful thing, because it would give me much joy and freedom to get divorced, but that it wasn’t yet to be. I should forgive my then husband, his actions and attitude. I should with joy and gratitude go on with life thereafter, even though he would hurt me deeply, because that was what I need to let go of him. That I would experience many delightful things after and begin to write and publish books about subjects I didn’t know about yet. That I would work with something completely different than I had currently worked with. That I would have other visions and goals about my future than I had then. That I should take care of myself and my health, to be good to my body, if I was that I would reach my goal I had sat before I was born in this life, and it would give me much joy and satisfaction to do that. That there were to be some great challenges, which I had set myself to do in this life, and I should work on now letting it weigh down on me. Try to take it with an easy approach and with joy. To forgive myself, even if it didn’t go as quick as I wanted to. That I should ask for help, because I would receive it, and learn to accept that it would take its time, it was said with laughter. When I got sad from then on, should I remember and learn to focus on the joy, to remember all the good that had happened in my life, that it would heal my emotional wounds. I would meet a lot of nice people, good friends and souls, so I should be looking forward to that. I would also find love again between man and woman much later, and it would be the dessert of the life I have, for both of us, and then much laughter followed in a compassionate way. Right then I was shown how he looks, he who would be my great love in the future, so that I could recognize him that day off in the future when I would meet him. The reason that I was told this was to give me enough calm so that I would work on myself, and on that life that I want to have, when I know that with the love will happen one day. I have experienced most of what I was told about my future. I am well on my way with it, also with what I didn’t understand at the time when it was said to me. Though I haven’t met my new love yet, but it will come. I will meet him suddenly, and I do know how he looks… Also several of the place and houses I have lived in since then, could I recognize when I saw them, because they were shown to me in my near-death experience. Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? Yes After the review of my past and future, I visited a very beautiful and lively landscape, where I had the experience of taking a walk with my energetic and radiating friend. All the colors were so beautiful and vibrant, as if everything was alive and buzzing. Here I reached a beautiful spot, where some souls came towards me, I recognized some of them, those I had known in my current life, those who had passed at that time. My grandparents, all four who I loved so much in my life, were also there, they smiled and were quite happy, they gave me many hugs and much love, and they told me that they had fun and were well, and they worked on whatever they desired the most. I also met several friends who had passed away, and they had come to greet me. They all said that I had to go back, and it wasn’t my time yet. Everyone were so healthy and smiling, and those who had been old, looked at least 20 years younger. I then met a group of souls, who I didn’t know from this life, but when I saw them, I just knew that I knew them deep in my soul, it were them who I knew the best and I cared most about, it were those who I feel the most connected with in all of the universe!!! I was totally filled with happiness by the reunion, so much that it felt like I cried of joy and surprise. Meanwhile I wondered a lot about why in my 42 years I had lived, I had at no point remembered them, those of all… It was overwhelming and indescribable wonderful to meet them. Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes Not that I have noticed it or thought about it. But the time has gone faster or I have been out of time, with all that I experienced, because I wasn’t in our Earth time death for very long. Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes I felt very strong, and was then absolutely sure that there is meaning to everything big that happens to us in our lives, including everything I experienced in my near-death experience, there is a meaning with the lives we have. Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No I did not see or experience any boundary, or thought about it. Did you become aware of future events? Yes and it fits completely with what happened later in my life Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? Yes I can remember many of my past lives now, about 100. I have become more sensitive and more clairvoyant. I will often know when something happens, before it happens, both in my own life and on a global scale. I can see on other people, where they have lived in their past lives, and often also what they have experienced. I can feel other people’s mood and energies, and recognize then. I can now also feel those who have passed away, and non-terrestrial beings. Have you shared this experience with others? Yes 4 years passed before I told anyone. I did not know that near-death experiences existed when I had mine in 1996. I had never heard about it before. I was so happy when I discovered that other had experienced something similar to me. Then I told it to others, but not that many, only my closest friends. I have yet not met anyone who has had a near-death experience, but I have read about it, and read books about it. I think it will be good to meet someone else who also had a near-death experience some day; I’m looking forward to meet one someday. I have now in the last 6 months here in 2012, begun to talk about death to others as a therapist, since I have so powerful and joyful things to tell about death, and I have learnt that I help other with their fear of death. When we release our fear of death, we get a more joyful live, no matter how many challenges we meet. Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was definitely real I knew that it was real at once, I just didn’t know who to tell it about, even though I knew it was the truth and something I had really experienced, because I didn’t know about it before. As soon I was back in my body, I knew that it was real and true, I have never doubted it. It is the truth. Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you? Yes. My review of my life with the very caring and vibrant being, it was very significant. Especially the meeting with those I knew from this life, who had passed away, and I could see they were well, which gave me much joy. All that I was told about my future and what would happen. It was also significant when I had to go back to life again, because I knew of all the good experiences I had yet to have, and all the love I had yet to give and receive. The knowledge about some important events in the future, it was very significant for me to know. That I let go of my fear of death, and felt this unearthly wonderful love and happiness, that I remembered it again, because I remembered it as if I had been there before. It has helped me a lot after my near-death experience to know. It has totally changed my relationship with death, and to my life and how I relate to my fellow humans. How do you currently view the reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real My near-death experience is true. I have felt, seen and experienced it all and remember it well. It is strong in my memory. That which I was told would happen in my future came true, and I couldn’t have just imagined that. I knew the beings and people I had contact with in my near-death experience, also those I don’t remember from this life, but who I immediately recognized as souls I knew deeply in my own soul. And even then in my near-death experience, I wondered why in so many years, 42 years, had not remembered them, that I had not remembered them at all in this life, before I met them on the other side of death, those I am the most connected in love with in the whole universe, those I love the most and deepest! I knew those I met in the most inner of my soul. I know it is reality. I know it is true. Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I prioritize others company in another way. Things are not important; the most important is interaction and experiences with other people. The most important is love at all levels, and to help myself and others where I can. It gives me great joy. I have been divorced with my husband, since he does not have the same values as I do now. I have become a very spiritual-interested human now. Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I was before my near-death experience very political active on the left-wing of Danish politics, and didn’t think much of religious matters. I knew that life didn’t end with death, but didn’t think more about it. I was busy with politics, work and being mother to 9 children I had enough with things to take care of, and to make a good life for my children. I now know that there is a life after death. I now know that there is no hell other than the one we create ourselves. I know the most important thing is love between people and all beings. I know that we are here to learn and reflect in each other. I know that I receive as much help from the other side, as I am ready to receive, from those who I am most connected to in love. I now know that those are passed away sometimes visits me and follows me in what happens in my life. I now know that I have set myself for something good, that I will reach in this life. I now know that all my children have chosen me as a mother, in love. I now know that I am loved. I now know that I am here in this life for among other things, to learn to love myself. I now know that there is a meaning with it all, why we are here. Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? I am now so grateful for the near-death experience I had, because it have changed me to a much happier and aware human being. I have other values, I am so grateful for the knowledge I have now. It is a great gift to me to know all this about death and all the loving souls on the other side, who want the best for me, my family and all those in life on this Earth. I am honored to have experienced this supernatural wonderful love and happiness that exists. I am so grateful to have this gift of remembering many many past lives of my own, terrible, fun, strange, serious and very loving experiences. I now see everything from a bigger perspective, I know there is a meaning with all that I have experienced, and that I have had a big influence on what I experienced in all my past lives, and in my current life. It is a great gift to know and experience all this, and get an understanding of wholeness, which I have got through my near-death experience and the special abilities I got after my experience, to remember past lives and some of my in-between lives. I now have it much better with my childhood and my life, and I can see it all in a greater perspective. It allows me to know the overshadowing great love that exists. It allows me to know my best soul-friends who wait on me on the other side, and that they help me as much as they can, when I remember to ask for help, which I far from always remember to do ;-) Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes I did the best I could, maybe I have forgotten some details, but all in all is the most important for others is here. I remember messages about me, my life and my future which I have not written about here, because they are only about me. Though I can say that everything which I have been told would happen in my life, did happen, beside that which lies in the future ;-) Not that I always have remembered it, but when it then happened, for example my divorce, I then remembered that I was told about this on the side in my near-death experience. I still work on some of my old habits, so I can become even more in the present and in joy, but it will take the time it takes, even though I in that time received guidance in my near-death experience about it being important that I do it ;-)
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