Ive done things in my past that wasnt always right, ive had relationships that wasnt so right, to where, I was concidering myself as a failure, nothing had seem to have gone right. But one thing I did do right, is I NEVER GAVE UP REALLY, CAUSE IF I DID, I WOULDNT BE WHERE I AM RIGHT NOW, MY LIFE WOULD PROB. BE STILL AT A PAUSE. But as I sit here and think to myself, I just say, girl is your life in a pause now? AND I CAN SERIOUSLY SAY NOT EVEN! IM THERE FOR MY KIDS, EVEN BEING MILES AWAY FROM THEM, I OWN MY OWN TRUCK, I PAY MY BILLS, I HAVE A JOB, might not be an all great paying job, but its a job. I can get things I need for myself, without feeling that its wrong. I have a wonderful man in my life, that stands by me with my life changing( even though we hardly get to spend time together). But with the little things he does, has always been a great deal to me. like decisions in whatever he does, including when he buys things(although I think that if he works hard for his money, its his choice, he doesnt need my input to spend his money) BUT HE ALWAYS ASK, ON WHAT I THINK. just the thought of him wanting my input, makes me feel pretty special. So I ask myself, AM I A FAILURE? I CAN HONESTLY SAY IT NOW, WITH MY HEAD HELD HIGH, NOPE NO FAILURE HERE! and its because, I NEVER GAVE UP ON ME!!! So from a friend to a friend, when you feel like the world is giving up on you, take a deep breath and say, IF GOD NEVER GAVE UP ON ME , IM NOT GIVING UP ON ME! AND IF I DONT GIVE UP ON ME, THEN IM NOT A FAILURE! doin one half spin jump, into one surfah stance, showing all of you da SHAKAZ above my left eye!! \nnn/
Posted on: Tue, 15 Oct 2013 06:15:55 +0000
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