Ive learned a lot this summer. Ive learned that no matter how good of a friend you are to some people and value their friendship, they definitely dont always feel the same way which reveals itself in time. Ive learned that I probably wont find any guy worth dating anytime soon because my heart is still so severely broken that even the smallest thing such as song lyrics can make me cry like a baby, seriously its pathetic and creeps up on me right when I think Im over it. Being more involved with my family came with consequences of countless unwanted opinions and assumptions regarding my life and decisions. Everyone says its because they care, but you know what? Care less. Its pushing me away and Im honestly trying. I learned that I still love music and fashion to death and Im definitely happiest when Im working in fashion as my profession and music as my hobby. Im thankful for the people in my life who encourage and stand by me, being a true friend or family member, offering advice even if its rough while still finding a way to respect the way it may make me feel ultimately. Its amazing how much can change in a year. Its crazy to look at myself now. My life is 100% different than last year. I wrote this for myself mostly...I wonder what Ill be posting a year from tonight. This mightve been unnecessary for social media, but since when did I ever worry too much about other people think? Waste of worry. #deardiary
Posted on: Wed, 13 Aug 2014 06:43:47 +0000
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