January 2015 Newsletter The winds of change are blowing through the month of January especially in the first few weeks, but this can create trouble only where we resist. There is also an old resistance coming to the surface. While it is completely subconscious if you follow where you have emotional reactions, defensiveness and the desire to fight you can trace these down to the root of where the problem exists. If you can dedicate and commend January to be a month of healing it will save you much suffering in March. It will also save you the conflict that comes of trying to remain the same against issues sent to help you change for a greater wholeness and success. Commit to bring the truth to whatever you have denied. The ego wants to keep its defenses intact because its existence depends on it. Your higher mind wants to melt your defenses away in love as it will be Heaven that is your strength. You will necessarily choose this month if you will side with love or with fear. And while it may not show in any major way this month if you do not commit to healing, it will make all the difference in March. In the last week to ten days of January more grace is able to get through your defenses and lighten things up a bit. You can either give yourself fully to healing or pretend that everything is business as usual. Both will set you on a certain course that will either make things easy or have you regret the dissociated and righteous path you have chosen. It is so easy to just keep living a life of business as usual but this is not the time to do that. It is time to awaken to a new and better way. You are ridding yourself of dissociation that is like layers of sandstone on the side of a mountain. What is called for in January is to be the very heart of the mountain. This will set the year 2015 on the right track. This month is meant for clearing what is unlike love in your heart. If you make this month all about giving and receiving love and correcting where you are not in your heart it can be a very fruitful month – a time of new beginning. What 2015 focuses is expanding your heart and so January is meant to clear the way to have that occur. You will know when you are succeeding this month because you will be feeling love in such a way that you will enjoy your life rather than merely endure it. You will feel joy ever more deeply and be blessed by life as you bless life. It is amazing how different the quality of your life could be instead of being stuck in heartlessness and dissociation. The old dissociation that comes to the surface this month is a place of stinginess on your part. It may be a place where you felt victimized so there is emotion under the dissociation but that was really only where you suffered so you could hide while at deeper levels there was the choice to separate, be independent and hardhearted. As a result, you keep your past and how you were wounded foremost in your mind but this hides what was really going on at subconscious and unconscious levels. In any victim situation there was pain, dissociation, fear, guilt, hardheartedness on your part. If you felt all the way through those emotions and your betrayal of the truth you would go through a self-annihilation. You would find, feel and accept those parts of yourself that you have denied and hidden from yourself. Yet your real heart and your innocence await you on the other side of this birth that came from a death. Both Jesus and Mohamed spoke of dying to oneself. Mohammed said to die before you die. Jesus spoke of dying to oneself so you could be born again. This death takes off a shell of the ego and leaves you able to feel and enjoy life that much more. When you have almost annihilated yourself completely you will begin experiencing Heaven on earth. When you have annihilated this false identity you made through separation, injustice, suffering and sacrifice then you will experience God and Heaven once more. You will awaken to what you have covered over in your desire to be the hero of a self-made story who made it against all odds. It is a story you made to aggrandize yourself and make yourself a legend in your own mind while what you really want to accomplish is to dissolve the self you have built for the essence of what you really are – love and joy. Be assiduous this month for healing. Melt yourself and find yourself. You are entitled to miracles and this is God’s Will for you. Chuck Spezzano January 2015 Kahuku, Hawaii
Posted on: Mon, 05 Jan 2015 21:28:02 +0000
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