Looking through my older journals (Ive been journaling since rehab, nearly daily and havent stopped since) I found an intense poem I wrote, in the midst of my active struggle with heroin! I havent shared this with anyone, but I would like to share it with all of you!.. Due to the feeling of support I get from this amazing page! You all are wonderful! Remember, this was at the peak of my addiction, please forgive the lack of positivity, I didnt possess much positive anythingg during this dark time in my life, so here it goes; Satans Battlefield- My confidence shines, only as a result of the needle in my arm, I hate myself now, but soon Ill be calm. I fell victim to the desirable works of the devil, Im on a up-hill struggle, with no chance of it becoming level. I desperately pray that Ill break from these chains, and see the light. Yet, I continue the use of my toxic lullaby, every single night. Even if I win this painful battle, and remain sober; I must stay strong, for thats just ONE fight.. And the war is never over. By Harley Grguric I hope you guys like it, I havent gotten the courage to share it, until now.. Because of all of your amazing support and encouragement! Thank you! Im sorry again for the negative vibe of the poem, I plan to write another one now that Im clean, Im sure the difference will be astonishing! Love&Respect
Posted on: Tue, 13 Jan 2015 01:43:14 +0000
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