My heart is feeling so sad and broken for knowing how much - TopicsExpress



          

My heart is feeling so sad and broken for knowing how much suffering a few of my friends are going through, besides me. It is hard enough to struggle through my own suffering, but it is more heart wrenching to know that I have friends and family suffering so badly, too, health-wise and financially. Life is not supposed to be like this. No, it is not supposed to be easy, but it shouldnt be a constant struggle for survival either. Tell me if you can relate to this feeling I am about to describe, because I dont think it is talked about enough, and the loss of such a vibrant man as Robin Williams reminded me of why I persevere every day of my life to keep strong and keep on pushing through obstacles and defeat: Every challenge I have taken on has made me stronger yet left their share of battle scars, some which will never heal. Despite much hard work, goals pursued, and perseverance waiting for the fruits of my labor, it has been years since I felt like I was actually living my life in my body, not feeling detached like an out-of-body experience. I often feel like I am looking down from above as though my life is a movie that I am only watching and not really living. I refuse to let go of my Faith in the Lord, and hope of brighter tomorrows to get back that sparkle in my eyes, that bubbly personality that I am so well known for. All in Gods time, they say. But how long do good people have to suffer in this world while the less diligent and compassionate, and even EVIL ones come out on top? It makes me feel that Hell is right here on Earth so when the good die, they shall die in peace, and when the evil die, they shall pay their dues.
Posted on: Thu, 14 Aug 2014 10:19:09 +0000

Trending Topics



Recently Viewed Topics




© 2015