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No I havent stopped living, laughing, doing my daily chores -- yes i am inhuman - behis But one thing that is coming to my mind throughout is for the first time i feel happy that i dont have kids :( I love Pakistan, will never leave Karachi but that tells me am better off seeing my own child bleed in my hands or away from me where i wont be able to reach them at right time. I am coward, self-centered, will continue living, will say tch tch and forget, will talk on this incidence non-stop till next happening, participate at fateha khwanis, will fight on which colour to keep as my DP, what to write as status, which leader to appreciate or rip apart in these consequences, will continue showing utterly disgusting morning shows, will give protocol and MFNs to those for my vested economic interests, i ll follow instructions and would continue feeding 8000 terrorists and would not protect my borders. I would lead operations but would not strengthen my cities and towns from within where these ppl live with me, amongst us, in front of press and media i ll say Aman k Asha with the most disgusted celebrity Amitabh Bachan who hates muslims and Pakistanis more specifically. At this instance of grief even, I would have guts to state: why are you sad when you intervened in FATA, Waziristan, Afghanistan so that is coming back to you.. WOW clapping I would defend and fight case of Malala, who was attacked and in an instance help reached her but no help in this context reached Army Public school cause no one was blogger of THAT GOVERNMENT... Where is my MUSLIM fraternity, for whom we protest day in day out in our cities - Syria is burning close karachi, Egypt is in dilemma kill in Pakistan, Palestine issues change your DP and protest --- are they protesting for me? do they even care? I will continue participating on forums talking about terrorism faced by Afghanistan but who is talking about day in day out terrorism of all sorts that we are facing? ooops sorry I forgot we are CULPRITS right.. Raising moratorium off from executions doesnt really mean ACTION, am I going to get any ACTION? are we human enough to stand by it? What if Karachi Jail was raided as planned like it happened in KPK? What would have happened in that case? Forget Government, Media... look at us at Fateha khawanis also we are fighting with each other who would speak more, whose speeches were shown on media, how many candles we lit, was my picture prominent? When Nilofer arriving, we were all excited that it SHOULD come, konsay nations hain jo azaaab ko khd bulain and Allah sey naraaz hoon k we were waiting and azaab nahi aya :( I am culprit too, I hated the concept of lighting candles - with due respect why cant we even do condolences our way? why for media and show-off we do what we are not meant to.. and guess what, had to do this myself yesterday -- shame on me cause in front of audience i was asked to do that and i became follower :( .... our kids are taught this way of condolence, why? dont we know that is not our way? why cant we recite Quran or Surahs and when we do we pick the MOST EASIEST and SHORTEST ones as formalities... why do we write RIP? ina lilleha e wa ina ilehe rajeaoon likhnay mai less modern lagtay hain :( we write so many statuses but InshaAllah, MashaAllah pora likhnay mai we got issues... Dont stop our child from OPENNESS cause that limits their creativity, dont respect elders, dont take dictations.. my child is BEST -- i should ruin him / her as much as I can. Remember wars are won not by fighting on borders but in minds and hearts.. the culture the religion we know ---oops that we really dont know --- is not ours and THEY HAVE WON OVER US, congratulations!!! Now plans and announcements - now gathering of political parties - now shows of media anchors (the most inhuman group), but ACTIONS? would you stand by? would we all remember after 3-4 days? would we let go monetary BHEEKH we are receiving for not taking ACTIONS? will we torofy mun of everyone who promised something today but still remain beyghairat in not proceeding.. or we are all concerned about OUR life, our immigration - yeh jagah rehnay k laiq nahi, Islam nay hamhara naam kharab kia hai, tum deobandi main hari pagri, taliban pakistan taliban afghanistan, shia sunni.. yuck yuck yuck. Aaj we want Pakistan jahan peenay pilanay per pabandi na hoo, koi pabandi hoo hi na, we are sorry Quaid e Azam we tormented you for establishing BABY INDIA ... hum woh ahadis or surahs nikal nikal ker references detay hain which have incomplete meanings therefore lead to negative interpretations, SALAAM hai hum per ya shayad LAANAT.. were our malls and cinemas deserted yesterday or in sheer depression we went and watched the latest indian click??? Please stop calling them Muslims - they aint, they dont even know basics of Islam - they arent even humans but ooops are we? not doing anything doesn t make us non-guilty, we are equally GUILTY, killers rather we are worst cause we are indifferent :( I hate being me, I hate following what i know is wrong for my vested interests, am coward am inhuman.. but in the end I am Pakistani and would still never leave my home and I just wish to get those guts to stand up and courage to say NO.... unity and solidarity cannot be shown via dharnas, traffic blockades, media speeches, raising funds only, it will come if we share the same sentiments and stand by it, we may be killed today but it would be a better future, look at this young kid Aitzaz who got himself killed for others though he could ve simply escaped the death -- Allah, can i be given that level as well or am that bad a human being :( Ina lilleha e wa ina illehe rajeaoon - not for those kids but for us - the survivors -whose hearts are dead and so is our humanity :( And just one last one thing: Pakistan is here to stay, it will remain - you like it or you dont, do whatever - go to any lengths that you know -- but you will surely be defeated, InshaAllah
Posted on: Thu, 18 Dec 2014 06:41:30 +0000

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