On this day,, one full year ago, Malik AbdullahLatif Rida died. I - TopicsExpress



          

On this day,, one full year ago, Malik AbdullahLatif Rida died. I never expected to lose him the way I did. Malik had Lukemia. He found out on September 27, 2010. He was 12 years old. That day he came to me &gave me a gold chain bracelet. He had one on too. He said this bracelet indicates our special relationship. Yet, I didnt even know he had cancer. I was 11. In 5th grade. That year was hard for me. I tried to kill myself. Twice. He saved me. Twice. Since then, weve became sooo close. We told each other everything. In fact, we started piano together &singing together. He knew everything about me. In fact, I told him so much about the boys I like that he could tell exactly who they were if he saw them on the street. I honestly cant believe he had cancer. &I really cant believe he didnt tell me . The week before his last week we got into a stupid fight. I didnt talk to him for 5 days. Eventually I missed him so I called his phone. It was off. That scary because ever since Malik had a phone he NEVER EVER turned it off. So, I called his mom. I called my uncle & he said Im taking you to see him. Which made no sense whatsoever to me. I was so scared&confused. We walked into a room &Malik was laying in a bed. Asleep. Tubes were all over him. Then, my uncle told me everything. &everything made so much sense. Why he was becoming week. Why he was becoming pale. On the 8th of this month at about 7;30 pm we made promises. I promised him soo many things. Give the bracelet to someone as special as I was. finish the song &sing it to him forgive&forget &many many more. I couldnt sleep that whole night. I prayed that hed get better. That there would be a miracle for him. Or atleast stay longer. I woke up late the next day. Rushing to get ready for school the phone rang. It was my aunt. She was crying &thinking i was my mom she said Malik died. Thats the end of his book. Hes gone. Those words kept replaying in my head. I tried to be strong. but when Carol asked me if I was okay, I couldnt take it. I cried so much. The whole day. School was horrible. I couldnt focus on anything. Anyways, its been 365 days. I cant believe it. I did finish the song. I sang for him, not to him, yet. I gaave the braclet to Justin Solan. Justin has honestly been the greatest friend I could ever ask for. Even though we sorta drifted now, but Matt McGill was an amazing friend. Always there when I need help. Haris the same. &for my other amazing friends for helping me so much, I Love You. &i know Malik isnt gone. Hes watching over me. Telling me to wipe my tears &stay strong. I love you Malik. Always have &always will. Rest In Peace. September 7th 1998 - November 9th 2012
Posted on: Sat, 09 Nov 2013 14:22:13 +0000

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