One of the things I still struggle with (that I have worked on it - TopicsExpress



          

One of the things I still struggle with (that I have worked on it for the last 15 years) is the idea that things in the world are happening TO me. I have gotten so much better at it but times like these, where several of my friends are fighting for their lives with cancer and it seems each week that goes by there is more devastating news, its hard to cope. Its hard not to feel its all happening TO you. I know that when I sink into that belief I become a victim so I work hard to steer clear of it but today it got the best of me. I had to speak in Miami and it took everything I had to do such, but it was a success nonetheless. I came right home and went to bed and woke up just a bit ago. Its very overwhelming and hard for me to keep running my life when people I love all around me are suffering. I sometimes just dont know how to cope with it. Susan Somerset Webb has always worked me through this and now she is down. I have a heavy work load and little time to stop and think about it all but at times its hard finding the energy to carry on. I am just babbling but this is how I am feeling right now. Exhausted and overwhelmed. Thank you everyone for showing your support for my friends. Its been my lifelong dream that I would live in a world where we care for our own and you have proven to me it can be done. Please pray for our health and safety tonight when you go to bed, we all could use a little more of it. xoxo
Posted on: Wed, 02 Apr 2014 23:25:09 +0000

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